hellsforheroes

Ladies and Gents, I have to get out of this place, it is eating me alive, swallowing me whole, engulfing my every utterance. I have two choices, run screaming, or torch myself...
I am bored beyond any belief, words suck, the same people situations suck, I am in the world's biggest rut, or the worldest most stubborn hole...either way....I am dying here
I want to run fucking naked free, fuck fall, fuck winter, fuck drugs...I need a co-dependent relationship with a beautiful nutty woman, a manic hell, with glorious holy highs, and suicide....I need to burn for something, because this shit just wont cut it....If anyone knows any beautiful crazy women, I might just be in the neighborhood....otherwise, I'll be tiwddling my thumbs in the corner muttering rampant jibberish....and to think I am almost a quarter century old.


ps...I'd settle for a torrid heart breaking love affair instead of the co-dependency...either way, something brutal