I am older by numerics today...so, i shall title this piece
Postmordem Afterbirth
Words used to pour out of my eyes
Like a bloody fever
Drum beat African
Fertile
Dire tireless
Romantic
In the glances
Of seduction
Rotten
On the floor
Writhing
Like a placenta
Or stripper
With a shotgun
Holy
Twat
But that was eons
Distant
From here
Dying now
Luster pulsing
Puss
Loveless...
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Postmordem Afterbirth
Words used to pour out of my eyes
Like a bloody fever
Drum beat African
Fertile
Dire tireless
Romantic
In the glances
Of seduction
Rotten
On the floor
Writhing
Like a placenta
Or stripper
With a shotgun
Holy
Twat
But that was eons
Distant
From here
Dying now
Luster pulsing
Puss
Loveless...
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I can't seem to get high, or fall too low...words don't want to dance, and neither do the daffodils...nothing grows, nothing changes...but, if Jimmy sees the light, so do I...
Jimmy Cliff, Sitting in Limbo
Sitting here in Limbo
Waiting for the tide turn.
Yeah, now, sitting here in Limbo,
So many things I've got to learn.
Meanwhile, they're putting up a resistance,
But I...
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Jimmy Cliff, Sitting in Limbo
Sitting here in Limbo
Waiting for the tide turn.
Yeah, now, sitting here in Limbo,
So many things I've got to learn.
Meanwhile, they're putting up a resistance,
But I...
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I think it may be time for me to complete my mission on this here Earth, I think it may be time to create a new world, one in which the devices of society hold no weight...ah, just think of it now...ridiculousness running rampant, true freedom, chaotic furthering glee...art welcome, humorous insanity laughing into the passing hours...a complete lapse of functionality, almost as if the...
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fred:
one person's earthly existence is another's celestial playground.
abyssia:
you do it all the time.
Ladies and Gents, I have to get out of this place, it is eating me alive, swallowing me whole, engulfing my every utterance. I have two choices, run screaming, or torch myself...
I am bored beyond any belief, words suck, the same people situations suck, I am in the world's biggest rut, or the worldest most stubborn hole...either way....I am dying here
I want to...
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I am bored beyond any belief, words suck, the same people situations suck, I am in the world's biggest rut, or the worldest most stubborn hole...either way....I am dying here
I want to...
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billyfivecrows:
Cheers!
Zevon, R.I.P
Zevon, R.I.P
abyssia:
i'm too old for you. ;o)
1. I am a treasure trove of virtually useless information, a veritable plethora of trivial junk...and I kind of like it
2. I talk alot, I never knew I talked alot until a few years back...I always thought I was vocal, expressive...I knew that I talked fast...but I have realized, I talk alot...alot
3. I have been called intense, or passionate, a few million times...
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2. I talk alot, I never knew I talked alot until a few years back...I always thought I was vocal, expressive...I knew that I talked fast...but I have realized, I talk alot...alot
3. I have been called intense, or passionate, a few million times...
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billyfivecrows:
1. I only know what I know...and don't know it 'till I do...
2. Me: long, long, long, deep, nerve wracking (for me and everyone else) silences punctuated by sharp, rhythmic, funny, sarcastic, poetic, philosophical and often bizzare and ironic rants.
I've done (non denominational) spiritual counciling, as well, and continue to do so.
3. I resemble that remark.
4. Were we seperated at birth?
5. buzzzzzzzzzzz
6. I love weed. A lot.
7. I'm a sober alchoholic. Almost killed me. Prodigous appetite for da booze...
8. I'm an artist and writer. I'm widely and enthusiastically supported by friends and family. A blessing.
9. Wow...
10. Peace to ya, man.
11. Same here. It's been a major part of my foundation since about age 20.
12. Amen.
13. I see the talent. My credentials improve, I'll see what I can do about getting you some recognition. I think Ezra pound is dead.
14. Nah. Old wives tale. Trust me...
15. Far out quote!
16. (hero)
17. Yes
18. Yes
19. The man's a genius.
20. Dig!
2. Me: long, long, long, deep, nerve wracking (for me and everyone else) silences punctuated by sharp, rhythmic, funny, sarcastic, poetic, philosophical and often bizzare and ironic rants.
I've done (non denominational) spiritual counciling, as well, and continue to do so.
3. I resemble that remark.
4. Were we seperated at birth?
5. buzzzzzzzzzzz
6. I love weed. A lot.
7. I'm a sober alchoholic. Almost killed me. Prodigous appetite for da booze...
8. I'm an artist and writer. I'm widely and enthusiastically supported by friends and family. A blessing.
9. Wow...
10. Peace to ya, man.
11. Same here. It's been a major part of my foundation since about age 20.
12. Amen.
13. I see the talent. My credentials improve, I'll see what I can do about getting you some recognition. I think Ezra pound is dead.
14. Nah. Old wives tale. Trust me...
15. Far out quote!
16. (hero)
17. Yes
18. Yes
19. The man's a genius.
20. Dig!
fred:
The big bad C. It took my grandfather and my friends dad this year. And my dad spent all year fighting it in chemo.
I don't think you have to have depression to be inspired. Maybe more the opposite.
I'm thinking you got plenty of time to do something good still. Keep your eye on the star.
In my own case I've realized there's two things: getting by and doing what you want. Hopefully they meet together as much as possible, but it's not entirely necessary, in fact totally rare.
Maybe find a line of work that's indirectly supportive of writing to support what you really want to do....
Thanks for passing it on. Good one!
The big bad C. It took my grandfather and my friends dad this year. And my dad spent all year fighting it in chemo.
I don't think you have to have depression to be inspired. Maybe more the opposite.
I'm thinking you got plenty of time to do something good still. Keep your eye on the star.
In my own case I've realized there's two things: getting by and doing what you want. Hopefully they meet together as much as possible, but it's not entirely necessary, in fact totally rare.
Maybe find a line of work that's indirectly supportive of writing to support what you really want to do....
Thanks for passing it on. Good one!
My old self feels like content...inertia like a cadillac streaming elvis, sipping Jack Daniels on the man's clock...damn, rebellion isn't for every forever sun, just the good set rolling melancholy cigarette chafe, roped, hustled, doped.
btw...I have decided that whatever I am writing must be one of two things....a true voice being honed, with some unalienable talents....or, a worthless jumble of self-indulgent, quasi-intellectual jargon, manifactured...
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btw...I have decided that whatever I am writing must be one of two things....a true voice being honed, with some unalienable talents....or, a worthless jumble of self-indulgent, quasi-intellectual jargon, manifactured...
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quasi_sean:
you sir, can fucking write. i really like this.
fred:
If you're up for it, *tag* (list of 20 things about yourself)
Poe...lit...tickle...irony
There is zero score
And we are today
Fathers and I am entrenched
In a great civil war
Civil, war
Ironic at best
Gettysburg
In a dress
Miscarrying a degenerate
Still born
Son
Of a bitch
Our constitution
A bitch
Of a blind lady
Seeking salvation
A mutt of a tramps dampish
Indifferent
Borderline unholy set of rules
On democracy
People given
Idealism for...
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There is zero score
And we are today
Fathers and I am entrenched
In a great civil war
Civil, war
Ironic at best
Gettysburg
In a dress
Miscarrying a degenerate
Still born
Son
Of a bitch
Our constitution
A bitch
Of a blind lady
Seeking salvation
A mutt of a tramps dampish
Indifferent
Borderline unholy set of rules
On democracy
People given
Idealism for...
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candycox:
I'm just curious - what inspires you to write? Your poems seem like little word puzzles or a brainflow of thoughts. How exactly do you go about writing them?
Who are your favorite poets? Who influences you and your style?
xoxo
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Who are your favorite poets? Who influences you and your style?
xoxo
[Edited on Oct 23, 2005 1:30PM]
suburban_relapse:
I still think girls are horrible creatures, but thanks for the insight.
Lets call this the death circuit...
Dedicated to my grandfather
Get lost
In this mother
Fuckers
And call on my man
Natural born
Better
Than all of us
Heroes
Like Douglas McArthur
And a man
Who bleeds
On my pumpkin
Every Halloween
Or spring
On the ides
Bet of war
To my other grandfather
In a cage fight
With a chicken
Was a jaw
And...
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Dedicated to my grandfather
Get lost
In this mother
Fuckers
And call on my man
Natural born
Better
Than all of us
Heroes
Like Douglas McArthur
And a man
Who bleeds
On my pumpkin
Every Halloween
Or spring
On the ides
Bet of war
To my other grandfather
In a cage fight
With a chicken
Was a jaw
And...
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fred:
I have this idea where all this lines are played in a loop with distortion applied coming from a set of speakers on a persons clothing walking through a crowd.
This is the kind of stuff I'd like to hear on it.
Oh and that was in a meeting so I couldn't just walk out but I considered saying I had to leave. I just acted like a suppressed brat and rolled my eyes and fidgeted.
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This is the kind of stuff I'd like to hear on it.
Oh and that was in a meeting so I couldn't just walk out but I considered saying I had to leave. I just acted like a suppressed brat and rolled my eyes and fidgeted.
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I love you sweetheart...I lost my baby girl today...From the first eye-dropper suckling, until now, stiff as death...about 13 years...I am going to miss her so much....so goddamn much.
My first book is going to be dedicated to her.
The only one who has been with me through every loneliness, every time I conjure words, she whispered to me, the nectar...singing like a lark.
The...
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My first book is going to be dedicated to her.
The only one who has been with me through every loneliness, every time I conjure words, she whispered to me, the nectar...singing like a lark.
The...
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heatherdlite:
aww. the sadness.
i have birds too. and i love them.
they dont talk to me or anything but they are very nice.
hope you feel better soon.
i have birds too. and i love them.
they dont talk to me or anything but they are very nice.
hope you feel better soon.
heatherdlite:
but it's not "just a bird"
he's YOUR bird.
he's YOUR bird.
Howdy Doody's rubber asshole
I
Highly
Doubt
God
Or anyone
Will
Carry
Me
Away
With
Genius
Prize
Or merit
Subdued
Dude
Rebellion
Cowboy
Infidel
Reunion
Comes
Cheshire
Psychotropic
Dig
Dug
Dang
Mother
Fuck
De-nang
Pull
It
Sir
Lies
I
Seam
Sown
Stitched
Straight
Sub
Marine
Urban
Like
The Missy
Sips
The sea
Drown
Cat
Curiosity
Peddling
Cyclical
Me
Sir
Myrrh
See
God
Gift
Glee
I
Highly
Doubt
God
Or anyone
Will
Carry
Me
Away
With
Genius
Prize
Or merit
Subdued
Dude
Rebellion
Cowboy
Infidel
Reunion
Comes
Cheshire
Psychotropic
Dig
Dug
Dang
Mother
Fuck
De-nang
Pull
It
Sir
Lies
I
Seam
Sown
Stitched
Straight
Sub
Marine
Urban
Like
The Missy
Sips
The sea
Drown
Cat
Curiosity
Peddling
Cyclical
Me
Sir
Myrrh
See
God
Gift
Glee
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fred:
I went with the dried squid angle. The birthday thing is overdone.
eccentric:
"My spelling is Wobbly. It's good spelling, but it Wobbles, and the letters get in the wrong places."
-Winnie the Pooh
i think spelling is silly, like umbrellas, wars on isms, more then one fork on a table and manners with no attention to ethics. if you could teach me, you might be complete, but i'd be disheveled and rediculous.
I've been sober myself and trying to find my footing in the world of thought out metaphore instead of accidental dopamine induced insight.
i'm to worried about continuity these days. i watch Flash Dance and notice she's not wearing blue spandex till the second half of the chorigraphy. sinicism now there's an enemy i love to hate enought to start a war on. ....course people in glass houses....should make sure they have the biggest stones.
-Winnie the Pooh
i think spelling is silly, like umbrellas, wars on isms, more then one fork on a table and manners with no attention to ethics. if you could teach me, you might be complete, but i'd be disheveled and rediculous.
I've been sober myself and trying to find my footing in the world of thought out metaphore instead of accidental dopamine induced insight.
i'm to worried about continuity these days. i watch Flash Dance and notice she's not wearing blue spandex till the second half of the chorigraphy. sinicism now there's an enemy i love to hate enought to start a war on. ....course people in glass houses....should make sure they have the biggest stones.
Big, grandiose like the glimmer in my eye, that is how I would describe the violent way she shakes an earth with a rattle and hum worshipping gospel perversion, the bottoms of her feet punishing the mattress for dog day splayed menstrual breathe. To describe her, as prismatic idiocy would be clairvoyant, to mention her as deranged would be sufficient, but of carnal pleurisyor admonished...
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billyfivecrows:
this clown
aint big enough
for the
two
of
us. grease
paint
denied. ashes
of a
burnt
rooster
in negative
applied
aint big enough
for the
two
of
us. grease
paint
denied. ashes
of a
burnt
rooster
in negative
applied
billyfivecrows:
sizzling
satyr
seeing-eye
frog
hearing-eye
dog
throat-shy
man
horsemeat and viridan
tendon
jumping
in the
pan
satyr
seeing-eye
frog
hearing-eye
dog
throat-shy
man
horsemeat and viridan
tendon
jumping
in the
pan
We gotta get out of this place, if its the last thing we ever do....we gotta get out of this place, cus...girl, there's a better life for me and you.....except without the we, and the girl part...I need some new scenery folks, I can't find anymore inspiration sitting in my tower overlooking the dire end of summer...I need to kneaded...
I am blatant, and blind,...
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candycox:
Your last couple of entries have just blown me away. Your words always boggle my mind and I love it.
xoxo
xoxo
But it seems like one of those "The further one travels, the less one knows"
sorta things...
Ah, well...
(Birthday piece? It's not so bad...what Fatality said, I agree)
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