hellokittygoth

Well my first blog has to be about me being a hopeful. I really can't think of anything better then becoming a Suicidegirl. I probably have never really wanted anything as much as I want this. But i do tend to fuck shit up A LOT!! Therefore I am so scared I will look like shit in the pics, or I'm not skinny enough(that I know is true) or the fact that I've had to babies makes me look BLAH!!! With all that and more I am trying to keep a postive attitude because I know that it will greatly effect the way the pictures will look. I know I know that my first set probably won't be the one to make me a Suicide Girl, it takes some time but it would be a dream come true if it was!!! Any hopeful know what I'm talking about or at least I hope they do!!!! Thank you to all you Suicide Girls for the hope you've givin me to become a little part of each one of you!!!! <3