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can is the tired war,
science fell around the door
insurgent recluse that you are
look beneath the ground
watch the stars scatter around
and alone to tell the walls before
knowing curbing damning that
silent grove of prudence
the twisted vines of pestilence
clear and scented air
tear the glass fear the last laugh
and never fought the war
anymore

forgot begot the rotten...
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midnightmovie:
I've done most of my stuff too. I have a dozen holes in my left ear, the first two were done by a jewlery store. The rest by me whenever I got boored. The first hole I did I stretched with plastic coated paper clips and weights to about a bic pen width. I pierced my cartilage but it got infected and it was the last time I tried that. I pierced the webbing btwn my pinky and index finger (still haven't seen anybody else do that!).

The scars were done with a double edged razor blade, ergo the linear quality, a scapel would work better I am sure. Then I rubbed (vigerously) india ink (tattoo ink is prob. less toxic) into the wound and left it there. I covered the wounds with gauze and tape and let them sit until the surface skimmed over. (about 24-48 hours). You wan't to be sure that you don't cut so deep the blood will wash out the ink and not so shallow the ink will not take. Basically you wan't to encapsulate the ink in the scar. This was all a long time ago. Wish I lived a little closer so I could help you in person. I've got to run, ask as many questions as you wan't, post some questions on the scarification group, some other people may have other advice. Not all of my pieces came out well, mostly due to poor ink taking.
sabine:
aww..thanks. that is really flattering. biggrin
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remuemenage:
well this Victorian house has been gutted and turned into 8 apartments

I would love to have been in this space in it's heyday - I imagine a marvelous physical grace rested here

now there is nothing to see but oddly shaped apartments and one long hallway
contrast:
indeed, you rule.
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walkswithbears:
Ani's beekeeping skills rule uber alles! wink
waldo_jeffers:
My housemate used to be really, really into Tori Amos (I have known him since 1995, so when I say he used to be into Tori Amos, I mean that he was into her for years and years - he got me into Tori Amos...ok I'd heard a few song my her which I'd enjoyed but I'd never really paid that much attention to her until I met my housemate). He used to go on about her music and how meaningful the songs were to him and what things had inspired Tori Amos to write such-and-such a song and how sexy Tori Amos was etc. However, lately his enthusiasm seems to have died down somewhat. I might tell him about this new release to see what he says. It should be interesting to see if his old enthusiasm is kindled.
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monkeybutt:
ah, yes, the new tori. and she just keeps getting better. and damn, she's hot.
girlrobot:
yeah, but it seems like I am the only one who celebrates it frown
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get your ass up for the doctor.
one more time. get your ass up for the doctor.
doctor theta.

i am the ecstatic owner of "Anchorman." the best movie ever. or one of them, at least. it's invited to the pants party.

i'm probably not going to be able to respond to everyone who mentioned the holidays in conjunction with me and being happy in...
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smuffy:
happy 1.05! biggrin
smuffy:
I've already gotten compliments about the pro pic. from hotcurry in fact. she was supposed to come give you daps on your talent but I see she never did. ARRR!!!
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alright, i'm going for a while. i'll be in southern maine and vermont. i suggest everyone start seeing a therapist now so they can handle my absence better. the holidays are hard enough without someone you need going away, i know. but i really can't help it, and i'll be back as soon as i can. just hang on. and remember: it's not a lie......
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waldo_jeffers:
Happy New Year!!

I hope you had a good festive break.

Do you have any plans for the New Year? I mean, is there anything you want to achieve in life this year, or are there any changes you want to make?

I feel that, for me, this year is going to be a year of progress. I have been feeling a bit like I am drifting aimlessly through life for a while. Last year it kind of started to look like my life was starting to go somewhere but then things sort of seemed to take a nose dive into stuck-in-a-rut land. I am hoping that this year I will get everything back on track.

By the way, that was a really amusing journal entry!!!
miss_lady:
Come back soon! You always make me laugh. smile
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smuffy:
well he was never completely out of the picture. just things have cooled. but we're still great friends and maybe taking things slow...very slow. tongue
zaksmith:
mushroomheadrules.
This is my official, Thanks for Saying Something Nice About My Lazy, Non-Message Returning Asss Paintings Message. Please stop by again.
-z
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update: smuffy is officially the coolest person ever.


Allen Ginsberg, with a splash of me:

I saw the universe sometime last week
As she stepped off the platform and into my nose
I said to myself
Hello heaven, I think i'm dying
And these thoughts aren't helping much either
These thoughts of yesterday and what I can't bring back
These thoughts of st. peter and...
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germ13:
That's cool smile
remuemenage:
dead leaves and the dirty ground when I know you're not around
white stripes

I heart Allen Ginsberg - he has this offhand way of writing that is so wonderful

there is the same sort of offhand energy in your words - I like shocked

[Edited on Dec 19, 2004 11:18AM]
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dookiejones:
Theta...how is it that we've never talked before?

Whats your problem with me?

*pulls off earings, takes off heels*

Do you want to take this outside or do you want to start talking to me....either way, these heels are staying off!
dookiejones:
wow...there was something completely erotic about that....color me weird.

in your dreams...do I pick up dandelions and run them down your forearm and say, "Hey teacher, Theta pissed herself down the hallway....look at the trail"

thank you for being a friend...

*cue 4 old women*
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the cold white night
the snow, fluffy and innocent
falling from grace to its place
on the hard, indifferent ground
to join the eternal fight.
and i don't really care
which side is right
or what the hell is fair
and what i've found
is that no one really does
and i dare you to tell me
that you think i'm wrong.
and as you...
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smuffy:
dude you must be busy with finals no!? kiss
smuffy:
argh a math final. I know how much you hate that ish. are you planning on staying up really late studying? you know seeing you in a state makes me happy that I didn't discover SG until well after I was done with school. biggrin