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Try and try to be part of the living when all you want is to be part of the dead...........
Trying to live a simple life and find happieness, yet comming up empty. Why try? Why try to find love after having your heart stomped so many times? I find now that I will just try to be happy with me. Why do I need anyone else? I love who I am and what I stand for. If anyone else doesn't like it they can fuck off! If a girl wants me she better prove herself to be worth my time. I am so tired of self absorbed little bitches. I can't find what I want so fuck it. I won't lower my standards. I have me and that is all I really need. I hope one day to meet someone who will knock me on my ass, but untill then I will prefer to me alone.

I'm done with the bar/ party scene for awhile. I hate fealing like shit all day because I got drunk at some lame party. I will just spend my free time in my little apartment and sleep and clean

Hope everyone has a kickass weekend! I get to work saturday.....Oh yeah and I was informed that I can plan on working the next five as well.

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