Friday Apr 08, 2005

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Try and try to be part of the living when all you want is to be part of the dead........... skull
Trying to live a simple life and find happieness, yet comming up empty. Why try? Why try to find love after having your heart stomped so many times? I find now that I will just try to be happy with me. Why do I need anyone else? I love who I am and what I stand for. If anyone else doesn't like it they can fuck off! If a girl wants me she better prove herself to be worth my time. I am so tired of self absorbed little bitches. I can't find what I want so fuck it. I won't lower my standards. I have me and that is all I really need. I hope one day to meet someone who will knock me on my ass, but untill then I will prefer to me alone.

I'm done with the bar/ party scene for awhile. I hate fealing like shit all day because I got drunk at some lame party. I will just spend my free time in my little apartment and sleep and clean smile

Hope everyone has a kickass weekend! biggrin I get to work saturday.....Oh yeah and I was informed that I can plan on working the next five as well. puke

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Hellmutt
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psychosis:
thank you!!! kiss
pandamonium:
heh, at times i think i have a shittier deal than most people. but i at least get to eat, shower, and shave my legs. which is more than i can say for a saddening percentage of the world.

(right now you're envisioning a panda with shaved legs. and you're laughing.) tongue

but yeah, it really sucks goat balls to have to suck up to the herpes breath retards i deal with weekly.

i had a repulsive guy flirt with me at a table last night. i told him i had a knife in my back pocket. that felt really good.

i enjoy my little digs when i can. simplicity = happiness .... sometimes.

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