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Thursday Mar 03, 2005

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Tormented soul coming back to life
Wanting to be happy but not quite ready
I take you in and show you love
Unconditonal and unjudging
I love you for who you are
Not what you couldbe
I tried so hard to let you be you
But that bit me in the end
You left me like you left him
Beautiful dreamer and beautiful poet
Your words sang true of pain and love
The bruises he left on your porcelain face
The scars he left on your soul
All will come back on him three fold
But know I sit empty and alone
Longing for that which I can not hold
That which is damaged can not be repaired
That which is lost can not be found
Missing you won't bring you back
My tears are in vain
My tears are in vain
My tears are in vain...


I miss her like crazy. I hope where ever she is she misses me too. frown
autopsy:
Your tears aren't in vain friend, cos they help you move through the deadening pain...
Great words of yours, so fucking cool to see a guy expressing his core hey.
I'm sure she misses you too, stay strong kiss
Mar 4, 2005
limegreen:
Hey thanks for the comment, im feeling a little better but I wont feel completely alrite till I can get my tattoos and not worry about my man leaving me over it.. heh...
Mar 5, 2005

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