hellkitten

Since we've been getting a bit more rain and it's felt more like early Autumn here I've been getting the feeling I should be dying my hair darker instead of continuing with the bleaching. My current profile pic shows my hair after the first bleaching (my hair was dark auburn previous to this), but I have plans to go even lighter - more of a platinum/gwen stefani blonde. So, once again I'm wondering if I should be blonde or stick to the color that I feel more grounded with.

On a distant but similar note, I'm putting myself through a serious overhauling. My dentist is having a special on laser teeth whitening so I'm getting that done, I'm going to get used to eating smaller portions, and believe it or not, I'm breaking the treadmill out - and will be actually using it - along with a pilates dvd to get the ol' bod' back in shape. I'm even thinking of getting some permanent makeup done (since I do the same damn thing every day anyway). I'm even thinking of recording my "transformation" in video journals.

What's got me hyped, you ask? A lot of things, actually. First, and most importantly, I want to attract a certain (how shall I say this?) "caliber" of individual, and since people tend to attract similar types I must present myself as such. Secondly, everyone's getting married and I haven't even been on a date in years. I'm not saying I want to be married (I doubt I'll ever want that) but I want to have fun, too! I want to find someone to play with and laugh with and be stupid with that carries himself well and I know that I must do the same. Plus, I feel like I've been on auto-pilot for the last few years and I want to get back to the whimsical, sponteanious, unique gal I used to be. So, yeah, soon I'll be able to introduce you all to who I've always seen myself as +o)