Well, I feel a lot better than yesterday. Although, I've been going through a run of bad luck. I guess it had to happen after so much good luck, right? So, let me tell you about my bad luck and I'll get it off my chest and that in turn will make things feel better still.
1. The company my parents own has all of a sudden gone dry. It's been dry for some time now. We've used up any and all savings and borrowed from everyone we know to pay our mortgage payments in the last 6 months. Now we have no business luck and no where else to borrow money from and we're back behind in payments. My mother's collecting boxes to pack the house up with. We've very reluctantly decided to sell the house. After the mortgage and any bills we've acumulated is paid we'll have about $100,000 left over. But then we have to wonder - will they give us another mortgage again?
I can say I'm not so worried about this, but that would be lying. I've always felt responsible in some part for the well-being of my family and at the moment I'm not able to help them at all and it's driving me nuts.
2. Thank God I was looking out the front window last night at 1am because a guy rode his bike up to our house and was about to steal our very beat up second car. I knocked on the window and waved to him and he biked off as if he wasn't doing anything wrong.
3. I hate up-selling as much as I hate multi-level marketting and now I have to go learn how to do it because I work at London Drugs. Fuck I hate this job. I'm tempted to quit and make handbags for a living.
It might not sound like much, but it's making me not want to be an adult anymore. Someone else can have these responsibilities, I don't want them. And more than that, I feel alone in all this. I feel like I'm in a game of pacman and I'm quickly becoming cornered. We'll see how things progress tomorrow.
1. The company my parents own has all of a sudden gone dry. It's been dry for some time now. We've used up any and all savings and borrowed from everyone we know to pay our mortgage payments in the last 6 months. Now we have no business luck and no where else to borrow money from and we're back behind in payments. My mother's collecting boxes to pack the house up with. We've very reluctantly decided to sell the house. After the mortgage and any bills we've acumulated is paid we'll have about $100,000 left over. But then we have to wonder - will they give us another mortgage again?
I can say I'm not so worried about this, but that would be lying. I've always felt responsible in some part for the well-being of my family and at the moment I'm not able to help them at all and it's driving me nuts.
2. Thank God I was looking out the front window last night at 1am because a guy rode his bike up to our house and was about to steal our very beat up second car. I knocked on the window and waved to him and he biked off as if he wasn't doing anything wrong.
3. I hate up-selling as much as I hate multi-level marketting and now I have to go learn how to do it because I work at London Drugs. Fuck I hate this job. I'm tempted to quit and make handbags for a living.
It might not sound like much, but it's making me not want to be an adult anymore. Someone else can have these responsibilities, I don't want them. And more than that, I feel alone in all this. I feel like I'm in a game of pacman and I'm quickly becoming cornered. We'll see how things progress tomorrow.
Have you been spying on me?
sorry about your mom and dad.
i know it's cliche to say....but everything bad causes something good to happen.
life works itself out if you let it....
*big hug* and