hellizabeth

My fall. this fucking season is back....

again i'm putting everything back in question, Fucking Dilemma... i hate feeling like this ... i thought i totally knew where i was going... i was running forward and now... i fucking feel like I'm stuck in a dead end... The only thing i know is i wanna be free...I'm Like a fucking bird on a leash right now... can u picture someone walking their pet bird on the street ... i feel totally ridiculous....

All i wanna do is be free... i wanna ride my snowboard and surf, i wanna get tattoos all over my body, i wanna wake up somewhere different every day, i wanna find happiness in every pieces of sunshine and every drop of rain.... i wanna feel unique like a snow flake thats never gonna melt. I wanna travel the world hitchhiking with my backpack and my dogg, I wanna walk and feel the sand between my toes. I wanna run naked on a rainbow. I wanna shine, and I want you to Glow, I wanna Love and I want to love myself , I wanna smile and feel lucky, I Wanna be alive I wanna be free.

Now that I wrote it down I know what I want I just gotta believe that I have wings and that I can escape this awful reign of fall.