hellizabeth

Everything change with the time passing by,
it changes how people see you,
but it changes how you see yourself.....

everything going well, the sun is shinning over montreal, snow is almost gone everywhere in town but there' still enough upp north on the mountains so i can enjoy myself snowboarding, i had great family momments with my parents and some really good time with my brother. i started taking my dogg to the dogpark again and i started training a bit. had some lovely momment with the men around me and some simple and honest momments with my friends.

Wut The FuCk is Wrong wiTh ME! !! AAARRRGGggggG!

i dont know why i started going crazy in my head yesterday, i guess i was happy enough to let all my stress go and focus a bit on myself. Ive been thinking i was evolving the right way, but damn, i found out i had so many fears that had built theyre way inside me , and nothing like the monster under my bed. i found out i had more bruises and scars on my heart than i tought. i feel like theres not alot of trust in me for the human kind...

i gotta get over this and face my fears to stay on my wonderfull yellow brick road leading me trough hapiness.
i gotta trust myself and give a lil chance to life to treat me good... maybe theres not always a tricky side...

i gotta pick my self up and face my destiny anyway i shouldnt be so scared i deserve the best!

xoxo Helli


*** here are some of my naughty shot of last weekend with the filthy amylee
school girls outfit always nourish my lil kinky side