hellfish

i've been a fucking basketcase for the past week. it's the end of the quarter... school work hanging over my head. i should be at the dark room already, but i'm sitting here in my pj's instead. just registered for summer & fall classes. still don't know what else i'll do in fall - need more credits.
looks like grad school will cost what would be a years salary at a real job, which i don't have, nor am i qualified to get. and that's if i even get accepted. i'm fucked.
but, i did get the summer classes i wanted - 2 week-long writing retreats. dork-tastic!
so that's good. and i'll be in nyc soon. i'll get to see my mom and old friends from when i lived in ghetto-ass Washington Heights in Manhattan & worked in the basement of a Village bookstore.
nice.