helldunkes

I was missing writing a blog but I was lacking creativity. I remembered how exciting my first few months here were for me and how much I loved participating in homework blogs and here I am!

Let's get to the topic: '6/14 What is the biggest change you've made in your life??'

The biggest change in my life unfolded in several other changes and it was like that for a whole year, but it started with: Leaving home.

It's something 'common' that we expect from every human being, but I decided to go live completely alone when they announced the closure of businesses during the pandemic. I couldn't stand the idea of being locked up in a place with other people and decided to move to work on what would then be my studio (a project that I still haven't finished).

It was crazy because the world was different and it was already something completely new and I was still creating many new things throughout that year that completely changed my life from then on. In a matter of months, I went from having 0 to 62 cats at home. I gave away more than 100 cats and 30 rescued dogs in the meantime. I adopted 8 dogs, 18 cats and 2 tortoises (all rescues). I faced PIF with 4 of the cats, 3 at the same time. For the first time, I got into debt (I'm still in debt today). I created my OnlyFans, I quit my job, I ended a relationship of almost 9 years (I thought I was going to get married and have a normal life. Suddenly, I was the crazy cat lady who sells sexy photos). It was a huge turnaround and when I look back, I don't even recognize myself or understand why I didn't create these ruptures before.

It was definitely crazy decisions, crazy changes, a crazy year and I'm completely grateful for all of it!

I can no longer imagine life without this madness!