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well, i wrote this, and then my internet went down. so I am rewriting again.

been messing around with some animations tonight. I threw a test up on my website for all those interested. I'm just dealing with frames for now. Hopefully I will have the new Studio MX soon, as well as .Net studio and then the fun shall commence.

check it out here...
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oso:
*swoons*
kurtz:
beautiful....
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a friend wants me to come over for some smokage...and just to leave the house. she called about 4 hours ago to invite me, called again 5 minutes ago to threaten me with severe bodily harm if I don't show. My goddaughter is apparently asking for me.

How sad...is that I have not moved off this futon between those phone calls.

I've decided I am...
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witchhunter:
We could replace our skin, but we lack the technology to make something that does everything it does in the same amount of space.
hellcatjustine:
we have the technology. of this I have no doubt. it's just never been applied to this purpose before.
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2:58 AM. And here I am. Always, for now. Think I'll stay in another week. Unless I feel up to working at the store. I need to make some money. Fast, would be good.

Weird. My dog just peed on the rug, right in front of me. She never does that. And then I had to take her out, on the leash, at nearly 3...
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hellcatjustine:
another completely unrelated note, I have the lovely Quinne on my friend's list twice. How fucking rad...

sleep will not come.
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a wonderful time had by all...

he left earlier, I'm here now just sorta resting. Is it wrong that I miss him?

Or does that make me an overly needy, hormonal female?

I have more to say about that. words are still elluding me.


My mom brought me some of the best food in the world. My stomach got kinda queasy after all the meds,...
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syd67:
welcome to the site

what kind of food was it?

biggrin
hellcatjustine:
Chicken and rice with cream of mushroom soup. plus I made a dessert. that is the key to comfort eating, salty then sweet.

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he is coming here...this afternoon!

all of this has happened so fast, and has been so absolutely wonderful, and now, this. I cannot describe how fucking insanely excited I am at this moment.

I really need to be cleaning up this place, it's gotten filthy since I have fallen ill. I'm feeling better, not well yet, but so much better. And no one can convince...
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coldenginelogix:
So...we of the Philly faction expect a full report on the newsroom desk by 5 pm today....
Sorry we missed you yesterday - the fearless one has been lining up interviews in a little row and I am moving on to second tier myself so we are in land a job mode...
But we are nodding approvingly at this recent turn of events and having ourselves some damned fine fishy food...<wink>
doctashock:
Have fun with my brother... lol
(ask him about that)
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Feeling better in oh so many ways. Got some shite news, my unemployment was denied, those fucking pricks. I'm going to appeal, but perhaps this is also a push for me to get on with eeverything when I get better. And I feel I am starting to get better. Hopefully no more setbacks.

I just thank the Lord that I have such a wonderful, supportive...
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kurtz:
and i am rockin' with you.....
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day 4 of being housebound, and I finally tonight moved my computer into the living room next to the futon so I can lie down like i am supposed to.

much happier the last day or so, even though I am still in just as much pain. but not for long...

my doctor said told me today something i never thought I'd hear- "You aren't...
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hellcatjustine:
oh fucking ha. silly rabbit, HellCat is for Kurtz
kurtz:
you know it......
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It's been an odd night and day. My internet went down again, and didnt come back up until this afternoon. But now I am back, and I can actually do some things, or fuck off, while I am stuck at the house.


I'm trying to look at everything differently. Things can get better. They have to get better. I will fucking kick their asses if...
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coldenginelogix:
Fearity is a real darling too...but you already knew that...we're behind ya hellcat!
hellcatjustine:
that she is! I'm thankful to have such great friends!!!


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and so it continues. I got up this morning and took all my morning meds, and after about an hour, was so lightheaded I had to go lie down. a few hours later, I finally got back up, and ran in to the store to look for some boots for my boss, which I didnt find. and now I am back here. have been for...
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deadlyeye:
I know exactly how you feel about being "housebound"
Its not much fun at all. I am sorry you are in a not so fun situation.
I also know the longing to speak to others.. I mean, I havent been down here very long (a bit over a year) and I dont really know anybody. So, while I do speak to people.. its not any sort of decent conversation. Which is something I long for. Oh well, I suppose one day I will find someone that I can relate to on some levels and actually have a decent conversation.
Honestly, people give me shit for being a "Yankee" as it were, and its something I just dont understand. I mean I have been called "yank" whilst staying in London with my now ex-fiance.. but, its kinda sad when I get it here.. I mean, the only reason I even moved down here is because my family moved down here a year ahead of me because of my fathers job.. I came down a year later with my older brother because I missed my family. Kinda pathetic.
Anyhow. Sorry for the rambling..
Again, I just want to say welcome.. I am obviously rather new here myself, but, its a fun place to spend some time.
By the way.. I like your new tattoo.
Where did you get it done? Ive been looking for a decent tattoo shop in the area as I am planning on getting my first one done sometime soon here.
Again, sorry for the long winded rambling.
Take care..
Dan
coldenginelogix:
Welcome to our nightmare hellcat...housebound and ready to explode ain't no picnic it's true...but get yourself a board game and an opponent and you can be riding high for days(they should really be called "bored" games since that it what drives us to paly them)...or just pick up a big fish and ride high for days the good old fashioned way...we love ya hot stuff...
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what an awful day. I just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. I might never leave my house again.


Still haven't gotten my resume done. I need to do that soon. I really need to go open the store tomorrow. even if I am not expected to. I think getting out of the house would be a good thing.

off to...
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hellcatjustine:
it can't rain all the time, right?
deadlyeye:
Hey.
I saw you in the Tennessee group.
So, I figured I would say hey.
You like some very cool music, I must admit (Misfits and Social Distortion in particualar) as well as movies.
It seems we have similar tastes.
Anyways.. you asked if anybody is from Memphis.. I live a bit south in Mississippi. Memphis isnt far at all.
Talk to you later.. stop by and say hey.
Dan