hellcatjustine

I should really update this thing more. I keep another journal elsewhere, and I've been cheating on this one.

It seems like the last few weeks have been almost surreal. Like I'm watching all these things happen but I can't do anything about it.
I guess that's pretty accurate actually. My hormones and my emotions are out of control lately.


Somewhere a butterfly flapped its wings that should not have.


I swear it's not all so maudlin lately, it just seems like it. It's hard to stay happy when so many bad things are happening.

collateral damage my fat ass.

this makes no sense to anyone I bet, but it does to me.