Cut from my LJ because I'm lazy.
I'm bad, I'm nationwide- my night back at work.
[ Ich fhle | satisfied ]
[ Musik | Modest Mouse- Dramamine ]
Was cut short because someone called in a bomb threat and they kicked all the customers out. We all had to wait in the dressing room, I went ahead and got dressed and got all my shit because at the time we didn't know what was going on. They made us sit in some chairs on the section by the stage, and then hurded us all into the VIP room and gave everyone free beer. Which didn't mean much to me because I don't drink beer. As a matter a fact, I didn't drink anything. I will admit to have had a little smoke before I did my stage rotation, which in hindsight wasn't the best idea. By the time I finished rotation, I had a customer so I sat and had a soda, and got my lockermate to open it up so I could get my inhaler.
I didn't even get to dance to the song I wanted, I only did rotation once, I was so pissed because I was the next girl on the list and then they put the lights on and kicked all customers out. They brought in about 15 cops and several dogs. It freaked everyone out, including me, and after herding us around for about an hour, they said we could go back to work. At that point, there weren't any customers there and free beer doesn't really appeal to me, as I have mentioned.
I would had made my goal and then some had they not run everyone off, I'd have had at least another 150 between rotations and the customers I had waiting. The really insanely fucked up part was that our dickass manager still made everyone pay out, which left me 70 dollars shorter than my goal.
I will admit that I hurt in places I forgot that I had.
I also was slapped in the face with the fact that I'm not 19 and skinny anymore. Not like I was back then. I saw a few of my old girls from back when I was there, mostly new girls, I didn't really talk to that many people I didnt know other than the customers.
It was a totally different experience now that I'm clean. The serpant offered the apple and I turned it down. It felt really good to be able to do that.
Other than the whole being raid by the bomb unit and cutting my night short, it really wasn't all that bad.
You know, it kinda was like riding a bike. I think I'm gonna do alright at this. I'm thinking of going to another club in February, we shall see.
I'm gonna go curl up next to Devilbunny and I guess endure the rest of one of the LOTR movies. Oh joy. Our fucking cable is broken on top of that.
bitch bitch bitch piss piss moan
ok, I'm over it. Happy thoughts, clouds and butterflies and unicorns and rainbows.
The HellCat
Travelling swallowing Dramamine
Feeling spaced breathing out listerine
I'd said what I'd said that I'd tell ya
And that you'd killed the better part of me
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean
But I still can't focus on anything
We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves
Travelling swallowing dramamine
Look at your face like you're killed in a dream
And you think you've figured out everything
I think I know my geometry pretty damn well
You say what you need so you'll get more
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I said and you know what I mean
But I can't still focus on anything
I'm bad, I'm nationwide- my night back at work.
[ Ich fhle | satisfied ]
[ Musik | Modest Mouse- Dramamine ]
Was cut short because someone called in a bomb threat and they kicked all the customers out. We all had to wait in the dressing room, I went ahead and got dressed and got all my shit because at the time we didn't know what was going on. They made us sit in some chairs on the section by the stage, and then hurded us all into the VIP room and gave everyone free beer. Which didn't mean much to me because I don't drink beer. As a matter a fact, I didn't drink anything. I will admit to have had a little smoke before I did my stage rotation, which in hindsight wasn't the best idea. By the time I finished rotation, I had a customer so I sat and had a soda, and got my lockermate to open it up so I could get my inhaler.
I didn't even get to dance to the song I wanted, I only did rotation once, I was so pissed because I was the next girl on the list and then they put the lights on and kicked all customers out. They brought in about 15 cops and several dogs. It freaked everyone out, including me, and after herding us around for about an hour, they said we could go back to work. At that point, there weren't any customers there and free beer doesn't really appeal to me, as I have mentioned.
I would had made my goal and then some had they not run everyone off, I'd have had at least another 150 between rotations and the customers I had waiting. The really insanely fucked up part was that our dickass manager still made everyone pay out, which left me 70 dollars shorter than my goal.
I will admit that I hurt in places I forgot that I had.
I also was slapped in the face with the fact that I'm not 19 and skinny anymore. Not like I was back then. I saw a few of my old girls from back when I was there, mostly new girls, I didn't really talk to that many people I didnt know other than the customers.
It was a totally different experience now that I'm clean. The serpant offered the apple and I turned it down. It felt really good to be able to do that.
Other than the whole being raid by the bomb unit and cutting my night short, it really wasn't all that bad.
You know, it kinda was like riding a bike. I think I'm gonna do alright at this. I'm thinking of going to another club in February, we shall see.
I'm gonna go curl up next to Devilbunny and I guess endure the rest of one of the LOTR movies. Oh joy. Our fucking cable is broken on top of that.
bitch bitch bitch piss piss moan
ok, I'm over it. Happy thoughts, clouds and butterflies and unicorns and rainbows.
The HellCat
Travelling swallowing Dramamine
Feeling spaced breathing out listerine
I'd said what I'd said that I'd tell ya
And that you'd killed the better part of me
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean
But I still can't focus on anything
We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves
Travelling swallowing dramamine
Look at your face like you're killed in a dream
And you think you've figured out everything
I think I know my geometry pretty damn well
You say what you need so you'll get more
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I said and you know what I mean
But I can't still focus on anything
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that sucks your first nite was cut short though...so what did ya think about being back?
i wish i could come see you where you work!