hellcatjustine

what a way to get woken up...

finally get to sleep, wake up to Mia screaming in her crate. Wait a minute to see if she is dreaming and will go back to sleep, see that she won't, so I get up and put some pants on to take her outside.

Get in here, she had an accident in her crate, poor girl. took her out to try and pee again, and just got through giving her a bath, waiting for her crate to get dry.

and her, she's whimpering in my lap, I feel so bad.

about everything.

apparently, I can't get anything right.

I'm so tired. I'm ready to give up. Can't be any worse than it is now.

and I sit here, holding this shivering ball of fur, and all I think of is one more mouth I can't feed.

I'm too fucking old to run away from home.


I should have known better...