hellcatjustine

Do you really think I covet like you do?

[Sep. 10th, 2004|12:28 am]
[ Ich fhle | squelchy ]

long day, but got a bit done. worked this morning, visited with some friends, played with some babies.

smoked some grass.

had some wicked good sex. illegally good.

I've been so worn out all day and suddenly I am not tired anymore.

this always happens. I just wish I could have the sleep patterns of a normal person.

I miss health insurance, and the nectar of the sleep gods, ambien.

I might be going off all my meds soon. the NP I have been seeing for the last 6 years that gives me samples of all my meds left the clinic and moved to san diego.

I hate to think of what all this would cost me with no insurance.

but now I'm rambling...

finish the smoke and maybe try to sleep. work again tomorrow.

so much swimming around in my head.

One thing I know for sure...He owns me.



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Do you really think I want it like you do?




Am I precious to you now?