hellcatjustine

how can I say what I mean when I don't know what I mean.

I just don't know what to say.

I should be happier than I am now. I feel so bad that I am not.

I can't explain it to myself, how am I supposed to explain it to someone else?

had a job interview today. I feel ok about it, but only ok. Going to go by the head shop tomorrow and see if there is any word.

When does it end??

I'm supposed to be taking control of my life, and it seems like everything I touch just falls apart.

I used to be able to hold it together.

Somehow, I'm going to make it work.

oh yeah, we're back on the atkins diet. maybe I can stick it out this time.

we haven't set a date yet, I haven't even begun planning any of this. I still want to get married by Elvis.

I have to stop thinking about all of the things I don't have, and focus on all of the things that I do.

and all of that hippy shit.