hellcatjustine

I won't be so hard on me today
I start to take myself so seriously
Shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
It shouldn't be so hard to keep it together
It shouldn't be so hard to say the right things to you
It shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly

Weightless worries fall away
Wasted pools of energy
I want to know I want to breathe


Effortlessly
I want to know
I want to breathe
I want to simplify my needs
I want to live inside this moment
And just be effortlessly
Just be
I wanna be effortlessly
I want to be



trying but not succeeding.

giving up seems like the best option, and yet I can't.

just let go...


words from one of my good friends: (and I hope she doesn't mind me putting this here...)

How about
Lose your shit
If you need to
Fall apart
Watch your mind
Slip from your grasp
Watch it
Remove itself
From your own body
Stand next to it
A spectator
As it takes control
Battle it
Question it
Negotiate with it
Bribe it
But hell man let it go
If
You
Need
To


******
exactly.