hellcatjustine

what a fucking day.


no, I didn't actually do much. well, sorta. ran a few errands, and fucked off.


drank some coff-ay and looked at the wall. In fact, I am still drinking coff-ay.

and we're out of whiskey

at least I still have vodka. I've become quite the social drinker these days. or so I tell myself.

I'm sitting here with this stuff in my hair, attempting to give myself blonde highlights. yes, blonde on red, I'm curious as to what it will look like. I sure hope I didn't just fuck my hair up.

so, got a call about a job, waiting to get a call about the interview. I'm just so fed up with the whole goddamn thing.

when am I going to start getting paid for being fabulous? any day now...

and holy shit, I found a place on the net where you can buy....get ready for it: Shock Cock Rings.

this amuses me to no end. sorta goes along with my theory about shock collars for men.

I'm totally going to invent those, and don't any of you fuckers try and steal my idea or I'll shank you with my prison knife.
ha

another half hour or so to go on my hair. if it doesn't look shite, I'll post a picture.

watch me come out looking like rainbow brite or some shit. sheesh

been getting some exercise. I dance around in the house when no one is here. I must look like a big dorkwad, but no one is here to see it, so that's all gravy.

I want my stripper body back. damnit.

so I decided not to upset about things I have no control over anymore. I'm serious, I spend way too much time worrying about shit that I can't change. well fuck that. no more.



it ain't the getting down, it's the staying down, and I have stayed down way too long. it's killing me. it hurts the people I care about. and it has to fucking stop.

gonna send my FAFSA off tonight. About goddamn time. time to get this machine rolling again.

I had a wicked idea. more on that later.

you all should go to www.newgrounds.com and watch retarded animal babies. do it, right now.

thanks to all of you who have been offering support here as of late. it is much appreciated it. I've been way too self absorbed as of late, and that's something else I'm working on.


and now, off to smoke some grass and drink the rest of the coffee.

PS: I hear sirens outside. it's the fuzz, man.





edited to say: Holy fuck, I do look like rainbow brite. egads.