hellcatjustine

don't fall down now
you will never get up
don't fall down now...


have you ever just wanted to say fuck it? not because you felt bad, or were in a particularly bad mood, but because it was a beautiful day and somehow you just wanted to change everything about yourself that you hate and can't find the way or the courage to do it?

maybe it's just me...

so, I did some sleuthing, and I got myself an interview tomorrow at 10. I'm hoping...

I have to go back to the dentist tomorrow afternoon, and I pizzawhore on Friday and Saturday nights...

Had to give my new digital camera back. Now, she says that she didn't really give it to me, whatever, I was upset by this whole thing, but I'm over it.
like water off a duck's back...

So many things to be doing soon. I never feel like I have gotten enough done, or have enough time.

I'm tired of being broke, I hope I get this job.

oh yeah, and it's 4:20, so smoke some pot already. it's that day.

I'm starving. Birthday celebration for the friend I made the cake for tonight. All I need is to get fatter...


I'm too fat to wear my clothes, they don't look right. this must change.

I've been dreaming about the ocean all day. one day...


I miss being in school so much. I want to go back, I have to go back. My mind is stagnating...


when does it ever end?

time to go be a super hero, instead of putting away laundry. or maybe a nap...

I was gonna clean my room, but then I got high...




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never been here, never coming back
never want to think about the things
that happened today
want to lay down on
the warm ground
I think I'm going to need
a little time to myself

don't fall down now
you will never get up
don't fall down now

I ask you for a slow ride
going nowhere
you look like satan
you ask me if I want to get high
couple of bags down in old town
you tie your arm and
ask me if I wanted to drive

don't fall down now
you will never get up
don't fall down now

last thing I recall
I was in the air
I woke up on the street
crawling with my strawberry burns
ten long years in a straight line
they fall like water
yes, I guess I fucked up again

don't fall down now
you will never get up
don't fall down now