hellcatjustine

put a bullet in my head....


one of those days. so my car won't start, AGAIN. I think it's the fuel filter. the man is supposed to change it tomorrow.


I can't explain why I am so unhappy at the moment, or at least i won't here.

I am not good enough for much of anything these days, it seems.

perhaps I should just give up...even on those things I have wanted for so long. that i have worked so hard for.

fuck it.

I some how feel misled.

I should have never gotten my hopes up, but at the same time, I was led to believe something entirely different.

I have to go get a fucking fuel filter or whatever.

and I am sad and angry and about ready to just quit.

this has not been my day, or my week.