hellcatjustine

Why do I
stay up until three
Lounging, eating, watching TV
I promised you, promised you
That was through
Why do I sleep in so late
I wish sleeping wasn't so great
I promised you, promised you
That was through


well, another night here in the world.
the problem with working for your stoner friends, is that they sometimes forget to put you on the schedule. I did very little, and went home way early, which, although I would like the money, was fine with me.

I'm rediscovering my emo side.

Hayden rocks my socks. I remember buying this album right after my stay in a mental hospital when I was a teenager.

in those days...

we watched Don Juan Demarco on the couch, and I fell asleep. I always fall asleep during movies on the couch. But it is so easy to do, curled up against him, the way his hand fits just perfectly at the curve of my rib cage.

I just made pancakes and bacon. I'm becoming a real porker, I need to ride the exercise bike, but I won't tonight.

Tomorrow, the vintage store, and then the pizza whore job. I will get through this. he has to go see about a job tomorrow too.

I bought some easter candy on clearance. I have too much junk again.


got some way overpriced fishfood, but better than nothing.

I guess I'm going to wait to hear from Missy why she rejected my set, if I get an answer. and then, I'll post some of them here.

and I actually did two sets. maybe I'll post both, since I went through all the trouble of taking them.

and if you like them, send me money, cause I'm broke. and I need a breadbox, and monster cheese.

I really want another guitar. I have really been wanting to play. maybe I could learn for real this time.

I realize that I say the world really a lot. I do that in speaking too. hmmm...I wonder what that says about me.


it seems I burned my hand making bacon. ouchie.

I just waddled into the living room to get my lighter.

this is random, but I love penguins. I think among other things, I need a penguin tattoo.

I am lighting my fish on fire....ignoring his desparate pleas....

prepare to meet...your doom...

I have to go catch the rest of the late late show, and wear something special.

don't wait up...

and now, for today...and always...




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take my hand
you'll never find
another quite like mine
if you look
you'll see that i'm
a lonely one
i lost my soul
deep inside
and it's so
black
and cold deep inside
sistine smile
you'll never know
the trap it's set
and if you did
you'd never look
into
its eyes
the sun don't shine
the wind won't blow
when you go hide
without your love
i'm lonely
deep inside