hellcatjustine

and the Lord has risen...



so let it be written, so let it be done.


had a lovely day and night. did all the laundry. the man made me vodka drinks, feelin kinda silly.

I wish I could really say how I feel about things, but I can't.


I start my new job tomorrow. My second job. Let's hope this works out.


later for y'all

the HellCat


edited to say:

I cannot have the things I need. I do not understand. I'm having such an emo moment. fuck.

do I need/want too much. or am I imagining this right?

likely time to up my dose.

maybe I'll get it right tomorrow.

Broken bottle won't hurt me
Nothing worse than I have dreamed
Gunshot in my chest you'll leave
I can take that you will see
Late at night is when I dream
Horrible things are what I see
Hard for me to believe
I wake up and I want free
Car crash highway tragedy
Nothing worse than I have dreamed
Loss of my best friend I grieve
I can take that you will see
Late at night is when I dream
Horrible things are what I see
Hard for me to believe
I wake up and I want free