fucking MLG & Robbery....Notice there is no alternative for utilities here. So, my bill I got today was for 200 bucks, and my place isnt even that big. It's old, and I don't know what is making this cost so damned much.
and the power went off earlier, for almost 3 hours. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up when it finally came...
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and the power went off earlier, for almost 3 hours. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up when it finally came...
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kingskottie:
hola. praise to the muthah fucking red head!
ever the fucking...fool...
I need to be able to see these things coming. Finally got some answers that I have known for sometime. but it still stings so badly to hear it first hand.
my stomach is still killing me today, but I am somehow trying to get past all of that.
It's ok that it turned out like this. He didn't deserve me anyway....
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I need to be able to see these things coming. Finally got some answers that I have known for sometime. but it still stings so badly to hear it first hand.
my stomach is still killing me today, but I am somehow trying to get past all of that.
It's ok that it turned out like this. He didn't deserve me anyway....
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elzig:
you dont look like danzig
kurtz:
mucho thanks.....
shhh...you're the only one that knows...
Still battling with my family. I hate this. I feel like such a worthless piece of shit for not being smarter than getting caught up in this, and apparently, I am a worthless piece of shit, according to some people.
my stomach was seriously fucked up today. I didn't get as much done as I needed. I did go...
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Still battling with my family. I hate this. I feel like such a worthless piece of shit for not being smarter than getting caught up in this, and apparently, I am a worthless piece of shit, according to some people.
my stomach was seriously fucked up today. I didn't get as much done as I needed. I did go...
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hellcatjustine:
Thank you all for your kind words. It isn't that things are so bad...ok, yeah, things are shitty. I'm working on making it better, but it just isn't happening fast enough for my tastes.
it doesn't make it any easier that I have to hear from the people I love, how much of a fuck up I am. Don't you think that I of all people already know this?
it's always the ones that are closest to us that can do the most harm.
but it's nearly 10 am, and I have shit to do.
it doesn't make it any easier that I have to hear from the people I love, how much of a fuck up I am. Don't you think that I of all people already know this?
it's always the ones that are closest to us that can do the most harm.
but it's nearly 10 am, and I have shit to do.
chezui23:
woooo i likes ya new profile pic! 
hope everything is going well for you!
hope everything is going well for you!
better and worse. had a really nasty blowout with some family. I'm a fucking timebomb these days. Approach with caution. I guess I will still apologize even though I don't think I was wrong.
had a visitor today. you'd think he'd have more to say for himself than he did. but he did come when I asked, which hasnt happened in a long time.
my...
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had a visitor today. you'd think he'd have more to say for himself than he did. but he did come when I asked, which hasnt happened in a long time.
my...
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matt_organic:
Signing on is a British thing, it means going on the dole - unemployment benefits. If you put your name down and apply for jobs with them, the government gives you a very small amount of money a week to get you by until you find work. That's the idea anyway...
hellcatjustine:
oh, like the thing they said I couldn't have here. ok. I understand now.
well, i wrote this, and then my internet went down. so I am rewriting again.
been messing around with some animations tonight. I threw a test up on my website for all those interested. I'm just dealing with frames for now. Hopefully I will have the new Studio MX soon, as well as .Net studio and then the fun shall commence.
check it out here...
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been messing around with some animations tonight. I threw a test up on my website for all those interested. I'm just dealing with frames for now. Hopefully I will have the new Studio MX soon, as well as .Net studio and then the fun shall commence.
check it out here...
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oso:
*swoons*
kurtz:
beautiful....
a friend wants me to come over for some smokage...and just to leave the house. she called about 4 hours ago to invite me, called again 5 minutes ago to threaten me with severe bodily harm if I don't show. My goddaughter is apparently asking for me.
How sad...is that I have not moved off this futon between those phone calls.
I've decided I am...
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How sad...is that I have not moved off this futon between those phone calls.
I've decided I am...
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witchhunter:
We could replace our skin, but we lack the technology to make something that does everything it does in the same amount of space.
hellcatjustine:
we have the technology. of this I have no doubt. it's just never been applied to this purpose before.
2:58 AM. And here I am. Always, for now. Think I'll stay in another week. Unless I feel up to working at the store. I need to make some money. Fast, would be good.
Weird. My dog just peed on the rug, right in front of me. She never does that. And then I had to take her out, on the leash, at nearly 3...
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Weird. My dog just peed on the rug, right in front of me. She never does that. And then I had to take her out, on the leash, at nearly 3...
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hellcatjustine:
another completely unrelated note, I have the lovely Quinne on my friend's list twice. How fucking rad...
sleep will not come.
sleep will not come.
a wonderful time had by all...
he left earlier, I'm here now just sorta resting. Is it wrong that I miss him?
Or does that make me an overly needy, hormonal female?
I have more to say about that. words are still elluding me.
My mom brought me some of the best food in the world. My stomach got kinda queasy after all the meds,...
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he left earlier, I'm here now just sorta resting. Is it wrong that I miss him?
Or does that make me an overly needy, hormonal female?
I have more to say about that. words are still elluding me.
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syd67:
welcome to the site
what kind of food was it?
what kind of food was it?
hellcatjustine:
Chicken and rice with cream of mushroom soup. plus I made a dessert. that is the key to comfort eating, salty then sweet.
he is coming here...this afternoon!
all of this has happened so fast, and has been so absolutely wonderful, and now, this. I cannot describe how fucking insanely excited I am at this moment.
I really need to be cleaning up this place, it's gotten filthy since I have fallen ill. I'm feeling better, not well yet, but so much better. And no one can convince...
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all of this has happened so fast, and has been so absolutely wonderful, and now, this. I cannot describe how fucking insanely excited I am at this moment.
I really need to be cleaning up this place, it's gotten filthy since I have fallen ill. I'm feeling better, not well yet, but so much better. And no one can convince...
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coldenginelogix:
So...we of the Philly faction expect a full report on the newsroom desk by 5 pm today....
Sorry we missed you yesterday - the fearless one has been lining up interviews in a little row and I am moving on to second tier myself so we are in land a job mode...
But we are nodding approvingly at this recent turn of events and having ourselves some damned fine fishy food...<wink>
Sorry we missed you yesterday - the fearless one has been lining up interviews in a little row and I am moving on to second tier myself so we are in land a job mode...
But we are nodding approvingly at this recent turn of events and having ourselves some damned fine fishy food...<wink>
doctashock:
Have fun with my brother... lol
(ask him about that)
(ask him about that)
Feeling better in oh so many ways. Got some shite news, my unemployment was denied, those fucking pricks. I'm going to appeal, but perhaps this is also a push for me to get on with eeverything when I get better. And I feel I am starting to get better. Hopefully no more setbacks.
I just thank the Lord that I have such a wonderful, supportive...
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I just thank the Lord that I have such a wonderful, supportive...
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kurtz:
and i am rockin' with you.....
day 4 of being housebound, and I finally tonight moved my computer into the living room next to the futon so I can lie down like i am supposed to.
much happier the last day or so, even though I am still in just as much pain. but not for long...
my doctor said told me today something i never thought I'd hear- "You aren't...
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much happier the last day or so, even though I am still in just as much pain. but not for long...
my doctor said told me today something i never thought I'd hear- "You aren't...
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hellcatjustine:
oh fucking ha. silly rabbit, HellCat is for Kurtz
kurtz:
you know it......
It's been an odd night and day. My internet went down again, and didnt come back up until this afternoon. But now I am back, and I can actually do some things, or fuck off, while I am stuck at the house.
I'm trying to look at everything differently. Things can get better. They have to get better. I will fucking kick their asses if...
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I'm trying to look at everything differently. Things can get better. They have to get better. I will fucking kick their asses if...
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coldenginelogix:
Fearity is a real darling too...but you already knew that...we're behind ya hellcat!
hellcatjustine:
that she is! I'm thankful to have such great friends!!!