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praise the Lord I got rid of the pop up demons.


Something funny has happened to my cereal boxes. I haven't laughed this hard all day.



So, my dad calls me today and wants me to call his bank about a job they might have there. and now I have to go up there monday and fill out an application.

My interview for the thing...
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jena:
you are still my internet Jesus-girlfriend, my love. wink love kiss
lulumae:
Most of all I love HellCatJustine. Hmm, what else? My bitches, my sister, my boys, my puppy, being on stage and doing burlesque with Bettina, cuddling, Baileys on ice without a straw, coffee, ciggies, pumpkin pie, driving up island on a hot July day (with my sister, of course), kissing, kissing, kissing... I could go on for a while. Mmm. Getting new MAC makeup, dancing, reading at a coffee shop on my day off, folding clean towels, getting mail (bills not included), reading the "I Saw You's" in the local weekly classifieds, flirting.

Missed you these past couple of weeks, gorgeous! You okay?

XOX-L
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my computer is possessed by evil popups.

So, I might have a job, but the training doesn't start until the 12th of July. Hopefully I'll find something before that.

I'm not doing so well with this keeping busy thing.

you ought to
take your medication everyday
be a good dog
live life in a wonderful way


Team Awesome came and rocked my socks yesterday. I...
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kingskottie:
evil pop ups are the worst.

meow meow hellcat baby!

RIP ray charles.
tangledupinblue:
yeah I am sold on Zanzibar. I somehow think it would just be a totally groovy deal right out of a mr. moto or charlie chan movie. I kinda dig old escapist films. I love me some noir, but I kinda have a lot of times when light fair from that time period does me just fine. I kinda just like to look at the clothes, the suavity, the overwhelming chicness and civility of the times -- though there were terrible problems not shown on screen obviously -- that somehow I don't seem to get off films of the day. Maybe it's hard to really find escapism when you are still stuck in your "when" not jsut your where. Mebbe that's why fantasy/sci fi makes me happy to geek out some times. Maybe I'm just rambling. Hope all be well in the southland.

"Hope Neil Young will remember. Southern man don't need him around anyhow"
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hearts and thoughts...


me you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former...


went to the grocery with momma today. My momma rocks. and apparently my bitch aunt is turning 50. Who knew?

tonight we're gonna go watch the start of the new season of Coupling, a really great show from the UK.

tomorrow is...phone calls and waiting.

I think I got all the junk food...
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somewhat_damaged:
I love your pics...to reject you is stupid cuz YOUR HOT....
nachthound:
Hmmmmm......My power animal?? The Hellcat
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wish I could sleep...


Lucero show tonight. the exhusband was there. how fucking creepy.

played some pool and listened to the band, they were pretty good.

drank 5 jack and diet cokes and I feel nothing. what a waste.

got a friend crashing on the couch, the old man is already crashed out.

so here I am. not tired, nothing to do, and quietly.

miao!!
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the_scummiest:
Well I hope you get one soon, you deserve something good to happen to you. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. kiss
elzig:
i got an i dea. dont put the diet coke with the jack. just add more jack. it works
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what a fucking day.


no, I didn't actually do much. well, sorta. ran a few errands, and fucked off.


drank some coff-ay and looked at the wall. In fact, I am still drinking coff-ay.

and we're out of whiskey frown

at least I still have vodka. I've become quite the social drinker these days. or so I tell myself.

I'm sitting here with this stuff in...
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binkymcqueen:


RINSE WELL....and chin up!@
chuck5317:
"The Fuzz"! That shit cracks me the fuck up!

Glad to see that the HellCat is finally starting to come around! I agree with you. Life is too fucking short to worry about shit you have no control over. Just take what you can and steal what you can't.

Oh, and by the way.....

SHOCK COCK RINGS?!?!?!?! What kind of misguided, deranged motherfucker would be into that? eeek

Thanks, but no thanks. My cock likes to steer clear of the voltage! wink
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I'm such a slacker I've been putting this entry off for two hours. about like everything.


so today, I went downtown, and tried to get a temporary ABC card so I could wait tables. apparently, they don't do the temporary cards anymore. Now I just need to find a place to hire me.

oh predictament.

Patience is like bread I say I ran out of...
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shmidol:
I wish I could help you on the job thing. Maybe you could wait tables at a place that doesn't serve alcohol since you don't have your ABC card. Things'll get better! Hey...if everybody on this site sent you a dollar, you'd be rich!! biggrin
armadillofuzz:
slacker,
ok your too beautiful to stay mad at. biggrin
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so much to say.

I had such a great time hanging out withRockabillyBaby.

never got the call about that job. fuck those fuckers.

must remember that the california pita from the deli is fucking great. finally starting to get an appetite again somewhat.

still feel like a fucking cow. but that shall pass, I hope.

I think I'm going to start applying for...
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rockabillybaby:
Ack! Thanks for reminding me about the e-mail. I got on it and sent it out just now. I also gave venue info to a band in New Orleans.

You are going to the HorrorPops show with me, aren't you? I think we're going to the show in Nashville the night before too.

Edit: Good goddam, I tried to put a photo of Patricia from the Horrorpops on here, but it wouldn't work even though my HTML code was right. Bullshit.

[Edited on May 31, 2004 6:06PM]
armadillofuzz:
you don't look like a cow. in fact, i don't see any bovine features at all. unless, let's see that tongue sister. biggrin
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tick tock tick tock

one more day until super good times with RockabillyBaby. I can't wait to see her. smile


so, today, I took my best friend to the doctor, drank WAY too much coffee, and peed like a thousand times.

Tomorrow, I should hopefully be getting a phone call for a second interview. I need this job so bad. The money is perfect, I...
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nocontrol:
I think it's a real travesty that they rejected your photo sets. I thought they were totally hot. Nice work. smile
freeyourmind:
I hope your having a good bank hol???????? smile smile
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it's looking up. or perhaps I am.

I got a phone call today. I have an interview tomorrow. Please dear Lord let me get this job. and more importantly, let it be enough to pay my fucking bills.


I was absolutely scandalous in my new outfit today. I also handed a friend his ass in pool today. Twice. I love it when that happens.

Reworking,...
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loismustdie:
glad to see you're in somewhat better spirits...
kiss
clarkekid:
Um, I'm gonna need you to come in tomorrow... if you could be here around 9 that would be greeaaat... oh, and I'm gonna need you to come in on Sunday.
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it won't give up, it wants me dead, goddamn this voice inside my head.

better living through chemicals...or so they say.


and I have done it again.

started another book, still reading that Ellison book.

finished all but the last few pages of Life After God today. I fucking love Douglas Coupland.


even my reading habits are manic now.


what is this thing? cannot I...
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junecleavage:
you are absolutely right...you aren't becoming a tree hugging hippie on me are ya? wink

(p.s. no i ordered 50 squishy booties - can I have them fed exed please?) kiss
fortysix_and_two:
I was like that for a long time. Then I read a book that sharpened my focus, and did not take away the fear, but gave me something to push through it with.

Book's name is "Ishmael", by Daniel Quinn.
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so many things...


so, the official word is that he's moving, and we are still going out. Better than the alternative, I suppose.

The thought of being alone in this house again sorta scares me, but I'm getting past it.

I'm just glad I got my baby back.

It's been so hard lately. maybe this is the best thing.

must have faith...and hope.

so, now...
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punknitemike:
i hope you are doing okay, i had the most killer time in cleveland this past weekend, should have an update really soon! i wanna come visit ya sometime! smile
kingskottie:
too much douglas coupland can be bad.
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"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end."


I have to keep telling myself this.

Doctor today, so close to being hospitalized. Added more medication, and the request that I talk to someone.

I'm not allowed to be alone right now. I'm staying at my aunt's now. Going to church on sunday.

I have to have faith.

This...
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freeyourmind:
whats going on is it me or you, world gone mad, lifes for living so much to do, so much too see, have faith in yourself. we all care about you. smile smile smile
rockabillybaby:
Yo, I love you girl. I'll come down this week, we'll do lunch and be pretty and make all the men swoon.

kiss