I am the flame on the candle on top of the cake at the party for the end of the world.
I'm not dead, I'm only sleeping.
Each day carefully measured and calculated moments between doses.
blue pill, green pill, white pill, purple pill.
I bet I rattle when I walk.
I got a call about a job at my dad's friend's place. So now...
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somedays I really wish I could just start over.
I wonder if that is possible. I'm so sick of the way things are.
Isn't it supposed to get better? or was that some lie they told me in elementary school?
self loathing: just another service we offer.
oh yeah, my crazy sister called to make peace with me yesterday.
I still don't trust her as...
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I wonder if that is possible. I'm so sick of the way things are.
Isn't it supposed to get better? or was that some lie they told me in elementary school?
self loathing: just another service we offer.
oh yeah, my crazy sister called to make peace with me yesterday.
I still don't trust her as...
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punknitemike:
i wish for things to get better for you, i've just recently got my life back on track & things are finally starting to turn around for the better, so now i wish that upon you. you deserve it! i hope you are holding up okay, i do enjoy hearing & reading about the life of da hellcat. you rock sweetie! 
karismic:
are we ever at the point where we want to be these day...there are to many demand i find....and it dosen't help when people get down on us for where we are at in life...but i say FUCK THEM! 
you gotta do what makes you happy. 
you gotta do what makes you happy. 
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punt:
I bought this printer. Not bad for 179 bucks...I just needed SOMETHING to get a bunch of work done. The little on-CD printing feature is neat. I found generic printable cd's for 25 bucks...100 of them. I guess I better use the damn thing!
Your kitty looks like my roommates cat Booya. The little fucker just tried to eat my bagel.
Your kitty looks like my roommates cat Booya. The little fucker just tried to eat my bagel.
witchhunter:
Aww, that looks like my cat did when she was a kitten.
I can't get that modest mouse song out of my head...
and I can't sleep.
I'm not unhappy, I just feel lost.
and bored. so bored.
and I can't sleep.
I'm not unhappy, I just feel lost.
and bored. so bored.
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the_scummiest:
im sorry boredoms a bitch 
junecleavage:
self help? self love? huh? what? 
nothing significant to report.
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clarkekid:
Ok, then your mission this weekend is to go out and bring back something to report.
Now move it.
Now move it.
rockabillybaby:
Horrorpops tomorrow night? Hot love with me in a dark alley?
I'll come kidnap you if I have to.
I'll come kidnap you if I have to.
I won't be so hard on me today
I start to take myself so seriously
Shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
It shouldn't be so hard to keep it together
It shouldn't be so hard to say the right things to you
It shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
Weightless worries fall away
Wasted pools of energy
I want to know...
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I start to take myself so seriously
Shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
It shouldn't be so hard to keep it together
It shouldn't be so hard to say the right things to you
It shouldn't be so hard just to be effortlessly
Weightless worries fall away
Wasted pools of energy
I want to know...
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binkymcqueen:
careful....I shoot in my dreams
careful....I shoot in my dreams
Hey hey-
Have you ever danced in the rain
Or thanked the sun
Just for shining- just for shining
Or the sea?
Oh no- take it all in
The world's a show
And yeah, you look much better,
Look much better when you glow
a day just like the last...
staying at home so much is really getting to me. All I do is lay...
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Have you ever danced in the rain
Or thanked the sun
Just for shining- just for shining
Or the sea?
Oh no- take it all in
The world's a show
And yeah, you look much better,
Look much better when you glow
a day just like the last...
staying at home so much is really getting to me. All I do is lay...
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punknitemike:
i think you are so beautiful, and i wish you lived closer so i could hang out with you. but you would probly give me the hellcat reject, huh? well at least i could say i tried!
punknitemike:
well hey, how bout i come visit ya for a weekend? we can just chill, shoot the shit or whatever, would ya be into that?
it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood...
ok, not really. But at least the grass got mowed.
It stormed this afternoon, and I left my window partially down from when I left this morning, and now my seat is all fucking wet. I hate all this rain.
I went and applied for a job with my dad's friend today. hopefully I'll hear something good. This...
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ok, not really. But at least the grass got mowed.
It stormed this afternoon, and I left my window partially down from when I left this morning, and now my seat is all fucking wet. I hate all this rain.
I went and applied for a job with my dad's friend today. hopefully I'll hear something good. This...
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clarkekid:
I've got my fingers crossed for you.
rockabillybaby:
Come to Nashville with me! We can get Chuck drunk and take advantage of him like we did last time!
happiness and the fish...
good news, good times.
I went to my daddy's country club last night for dinner and drinks, and to meet people. I got to dance with my daddy. He didn't even dance with me at my wedding, so I was thrilled. Best time I have had with my father in a very long time. This makes me a happy girl.
I...
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good news, good times.
I went to my daddy's country club last night for dinner and drinks, and to meet people. I got to dance with my daddy. He didn't even dance with me at my wedding, so I was thrilled. Best time I have had with my father in a very long time. This makes me a happy girl.
I...
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junecleavage:
ah hahhahahahaha...
binkymcqueen:
It can olny be as bad as you let it be.....
just another cigarette and I'll be on my way...
procrastination is an artform I must have mastered somewhere along the way.
we have a new kitten. His name is Squee. I was supposed to take him to the shelter today and I just couldn't do it. He is currently tormenting the other cats, but they seem to be tolerating him ok. only a minimum of...
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procrastination is an artform I must have mastered somewhere along the way.
we have a new kitten. His name is Squee. I was supposed to take him to the shelter today and I just couldn't do it. He is currently tormenting the other cats, but they seem to be tolerating him ok. only a minimum of...
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binkymcqueen:
eat the kitty......
eat the kitty......
nocontrol:
I tell you, if they don't make you a goddamn SG soon, I'm cancelling my fuckin' membership. You're 10x hotter than 98% of the people already up there. Fuckin' hell...
yes folks, it is official. I am cockwhipped.
and I don't care. I adore that man. He makes me smile and laugh even when I don't want to. And he reads to me. When he puts his arms around me, I feel safer than I have ever felt.
Not to mention he has the nicest "package" I have ever been "gifted" with. RAWR!
I've been...
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and I don't care. I adore that man. He makes me smile and laugh even when I don't want to. And he reads to me. When he puts his arms around me, I feel safer than I have ever felt.
Not to mention he has the nicest "package" I have ever been "gifted" with. RAWR!
I've been...
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amish_hitman:
that sounds nice sweety miss ya...I'm moving to asheville nc next week is that close to you...I have no clue where you are the dirty south covers a lot of ground...figure if I'm close...we would go swing dancing...take care
the_scummiest:
O man why you have to go and say that, now im jealous! have a good weekend babydoll.
have a good weekend babydoll. I can hear the ice cream truck.
so many bells to make me insane.
So it looks like I'm losing a few of my friends here. This makes me sad.
Losing things makes me very sad.
I went to the bank to apply for a job today.
This is me not smoking pot and drinking lots of water.
and chainsmoking.
I need to be cleaning...
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so many bells to make me insane.
So it looks like I'm losing a few of my friends here. This makes me sad.
Losing things makes me very sad.
I went to the bank to apply for a job today.
This is me not smoking pot and drinking lots of water.
and chainsmoking.
I need to be cleaning...
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emmy_mayhem:
Hey -- I started a Lindy Hop group, and someone said I should tell you about it. If indeed you are interested, you should come check it out 
binkymcqueen:
I will show that fucker and his stupid clown music........
I will show that fucker and his stupid clown music........
I know who moved your cheese but i'm not tellin....
now get your butt back into bed and i will give you some cheese