"Good things come to those who wait"
is what everyone says, "you're still too young to worry about something as silly as love."
Being good has nothing to do with waiting and since when did you become the judge of the silly things I should and shouldn't worry about?
I have always been the good person, I have never been a cheater, I have manners, I'm romantic, all around I am a decent person. I'm not asking to be married right now
I'm not asking for much but it would be nice to not have every boy who comes in to my life in what seemed to be such a genuine manner left without a sign when things seemed to be going perfect.
I'm not calling anyone out in particular by any means. I just don't know what I do to have everyone treat me like scum of the earth.
What I wouldn't do for a goodmorning/goodnight text, for someone decent to keep me company, someone who matches in some interests and is physically appealing.
All I feel I do is complain but there isn't much I can do, seeing as nothing ever works out. I annoy people with this but you can't put in your two cents when you have people lined up trying to be with you, as I can't say I have the same opportunity.
I scare people off with my feelings, when I know what I want, I won't stray and that maybe what scares people off, that and the fact that I may seem a little crazy but I just don't want to be played for a fool/good time anymore, it happens every time. Am I so guilty for worrying about my fragile heart?
I've tried, and for what? At the end of a long day at work there isn't anyone to talk to, anyone to kiss, share a meal with, pass the time. No true friends and no one to love.
is what everyone says, "you're still too young to worry about something as silly as love."
Being good has nothing to do with waiting and since when did you become the judge of the silly things I should and shouldn't worry about?
I have always been the good person, I have never been a cheater, I have manners, I'm romantic, all around I am a decent person. I'm not asking to be married right now
I'm not asking for much but it would be nice to not have every boy who comes in to my life in what seemed to be such a genuine manner left without a sign when things seemed to be going perfect.
I'm not calling anyone out in particular by any means. I just don't know what I do to have everyone treat me like scum of the earth.
What I wouldn't do for a goodmorning/goodnight text, for someone decent to keep me company, someone who matches in some interests and is physically appealing.
All I feel I do is complain but there isn't much I can do, seeing as nothing ever works out. I annoy people with this but you can't put in your two cents when you have people lined up trying to be with you, as I can't say I have the same opportunity.
I scare people off with my feelings, when I know what I want, I won't stray and that maybe what scares people off, that and the fact that I may seem a little crazy but I just don't want to be played for a fool/good time anymore, it happens every time. Am I so guilty for worrying about my fragile heart?
I've tried, and for what? At the end of a long day at work there isn't anyone to talk to, anyone to kiss, share a meal with, pass the time. No true friends and no one to love.