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El Jardin.

Hopeful Since 2011

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Monday Sep 12, 2011

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Only Lonely & Fucked Up.


only lonely & fucked up.

i dont understand how it works,

every single one is in love

every single one i know is empty.

it usually ends the same,

recycled excuses, recycled lines.

not sure of my wants,

certain of my dont-wants.

only lonely & fucked up.

seems all ill ever be.

tired, wired and companionless

like an outdated toy.

its exhausting you know

even just the thought of the chase,

and my preordained end result.

so ill wait on my love to fall from the sky

like a warm summer rain.

shed gently cover me in all her bounty and grace

shed calm my worries and kiss my face

take what i have and make it better.

it sounds sweet in draft,

it sound Utopian.

yet still,

here i am

only lonely & fucked up

-John.

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