hellabella

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeee

It's 2 1/2 weeks early but my dear Ael renewed my account for my birthday!!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!

Somehow I'm still here. I cancelled the re-pay because my wonderful Ael got this account for me. I'm not sure what happened. It's weird. lol

Well, only 2 days left so... I wish you all well and will miss this place. *big hugs to all*

Me [11:53 P.M.]: "Anneliese's attacks were sometimes so strong that she would have to be held down by 3 men, or even chained up."

Me [11:53 P.M.]: I like that too. I must be possesed.

Suzie [11:53 P.M.]: lol

My account expires on Jan. 4th so I'll be canceling the auto. payment on the 3rd. Incase I don't happen to update before then, I'll miss you all.

Xmas sucked. My incredibly emotionally abusive grandfather was... well... incredibly emotionally abusive. So this was the second Xmas in a row I was made to spend it alone, crying, as opposed to sending the mother fucker home. I find releif in knowing he's old, he can't live much longer... right???? RIGHT?????

I have been cleaning since 11:00. I'm not supposed to do heavy cleaning. But I have to. My dad has to come in Sun. to help me get in my new aquarium and stand and the keyboard. If my place isn't spotless he will jump up my asshole, around in my intestines, and back out my asshole. I am having a serious hay fever attack....
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I let myself care too much. I really do.