hellabella

Weeeelp, I'm home. I came back and forth a lot over the weekend, and decided to come all the way back a night early, after my dinner party thing ended. I sleep MUCH better here. My friend Meyleen went WAY OUT and got me some really nice stuff. Heather is ordering the type of tapers I need for my lobes. My b-day is on Tues....
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I got a rental today. An Altima. It feels so huge compared to mine but I like how it drives. I was wrong, mine is not totaled, but close. They begin repairs tomorrow and will/should be done by a week from this coming Fri.

I'm kind of (see also: very) upset with a few things but I won't whine here. Suffice to say I feel...
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I made this long post and then my computer decided to give me an anal reeming, so here's the short version:

Was in an accident today. Car is totaled. Have whip-lash and possible concussion.

Hazy
By: L.B. Carter
(January 16, 2006)

For so long now, we've denied the desires.
We've repressed fantasy and slayn carnality.
We've thrown sand on raging fires,
and we've hid our eyes from temptation so as not to see.

We were raised the same, you and I.
Shame was the name
of their most vicious lie.
And calling control "protection" was their game....
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Hey Ael! dvlarose asked me if that painting you did for me was a self-portrait of myself.... I KNEW someone had been watching me!

Kill Me
By: L.B. Carter
(January 13, 2006)

Come with conviction to my room
and dig me out of my cold, dark tomb.
I really need to be reminded,
whether by total irreverance or being binded,
that I am still alive.

I have no need for passion now.
I don't long for some holy vow.
All that I am really wanting,
is to...
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Something that will either aptly cover or quickly reduce lash-marks?

I'm... an idiot.

The test I studied like a maniac for... is 2 weeks from today. Either she simply said, "Wednesday", or I simply wasn't paying total attention. It's an even toss-up. So I did all that studying and freaking out for nothing. One might say, "At least you know it and you're ahead of the game." One would be wrong. I have adult ADHD....
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Yesterday (Mon.) was my first day of school. The class I registered for was over-filled so I volunteered to go to the other class. So the new one is Mon. and Wed. instead of Mon., Wed., and Fri. but it's almost 2 hours long. I have adult ADHD, okay? lol I have to SIT STILL for 2 hours. I like the teacher. She's oriental and...
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Well, my computer is with my best friend being fixed. It'll take a week or so. But I have her computer here in the meantime which was incredibly generous and was told to put whatever I want on it so I won't feel uncomfortable/lost. I hope she likes porn. (Joking <-kind of) Something about Dell and their monitors sucking ass. My drivers had died (computer's...
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