hellabella

Kill Me
By: L.B. Carter
(January 13, 2006)

Come with conviction to my room
and dig me out of my cold, dark tomb.
I really need to be reminded,
whether by total irreverance or being binded,
that I am still alive.

I have no need for passion now.
I don't long for some holy vow.
All that I am really wanting,
is to play prey in your game of hunting.
In a sea of danger, I'll take the dive.

Do not ever think to pity me,
because pity only makes one act foolishly.
If your carnal nature drives you to smack, lash, or hit...
listen to that and act on it.
No one will know but me and you.

Don't think my well of tears means I'm broken-
They only mean the beast within has woken.
Follow drive and ignore heart,
because letting go is the hardest part.
But it's something I need and you need too.

Take total control and make me your puppet,
ignore me if I tell you to quit,
punish me if I begin to protest,
and put my vitality to the test.
I'm writhing, needing you to do this, you see.

No matter what emotion leads you to think of,
do not allow yourself to fall in love.
Make yourself non-partial, brutal, and cold.
Shut-off morale and make your strength bold.
And before you end it all, do one last thing baby...

Put me in my place, and don't forget to kill me.


Copyright2006 L.B. Carter