hellabella

Well, only 2 days left so... I wish you all well and will miss this place. *big hugs to all*

Me [11:53 P.M.]: "Anneliese's attacks were sometimes so strong that she would have to be held down by 3 men, or even chained up."

Me [11:53 P.M.]: I like that too. I must be possesed.

Suzie [11:53 P.M.]: lol

My account expires on Jan. 4th so I'll be canceling the auto. payment on the 3rd. Incase I don't happen to update before then, I'll miss you all.

Xmas sucked. My incredibly emotionally abusive grandfather was... well... incredibly emotionally abusive. So this was the second Xmas in a row I was made to spend it alone, crying, as opposed to sending the mother fucker home. I find releif in knowing he's old, he can't live much longer... right???? RIGHT?????

I have been cleaning since 11:00. I'm not supposed to do heavy cleaning. But I have to. My dad has to come in Sun. to help me get in my new aquarium and stand and the keyboard. If my place isn't spotless he will jump up my asshole, around in my intestines, and back out my asshole. I am having a serious hay fever attack....
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I let myself care too much. I really do.

FIRE BURN

So... my building caught fire today. Actually, it started with the entire elevator shaft (I said... "shaft" ). I live right outside the first floor of said shaft. I guess it spread. Anywhore, 4 fire trucks later someone said, "Ms. Carter, you have to leave." "Well you've got my car blocked in." "Well you must leave." "Well you must move your trucks." "I...
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Bad night tonight. It's a long story that I don't care to repeat AGAIN tonight. Suffice to say I don't understand how some people get so angry when you're simply concerned for their actions. It involves my teenaged brother and I'm very worried right now.

Other than that, I looked in my textbook and realized I'm about to spend 5 months bored out of my...
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