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Monday May 24, 2010

May 24, 2010
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So, I went to work a few days ago. I walked in and the my manager told me "your services are no longer needed."
Great, i havent even finished my training and I have already lost my fucking job.

I just hear my mother saying in the back of my mind "Felicia, you are so irresponsible.. blah blah blah"

I have showered in days, i havent left the house in days, and ive been sleeping even when Im not tired.
I havent taken care of my college shit, and i only have a few more days to do so.

I dont UNDERSTAND how I can still be this depressed
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stitches_u_up:
Yeah it is hard to seperate ourselves and our social work value. When you get down about that it can be toxic to motivation. Than that negative mental selftalk and hearing parents criticism just spirals outta control. A fun way to cheer up is make yourself get in the bathroom, look yourself naked in the mirror and make faces and poses, than while you stand there try to take yourself seriously. It will help make you feel different than you do now. maybe not better, but it starts the change in thoughts. Just an idea.biggrin
May 24, 2010
heliumqueen:
Haha, ill try that, even though the sight of myself makes me cry to begin with.

I'll hold up a mirror while im taking a bath or something, haha
May 24, 2010

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