I dont know what the better decision is. Coming from somebody with chronic depression, anxiety and panic disorder, is it smart to not take the ultra high dose due to not producing seretonin anymore...
The problem is, i went to the doctor to get the generic of my medication, through a misunderstanding i ended up taking twice the amount I was suppose to. Anyway, major side effect, weight gain. I gained 20 pounds over what, three months? I mean, im working out, eating right.. and now going back to my old dose.. but problem is.. i was taking such a high amount... my body stopped producing what was necessary.
ANYWAY, i feel awfully depressed and just... well... Awful.
I havent felt this bad in a while, so it'd be nice if i had some people to talk to about it.
In other news, in the middle of my pharmacy training, moving in a few days to a house down the street, worried about school.
On top of all of that, for those of you who knew about my situation with my boyfriend having to give his baby girl up for adoption.. well.. it was finalized yesterday. I cried all afternoon.
A few things im addicted to right now:
Modern Warfare 2
MGMT!
Spring Flowers!!
Peach Tea
Bones
The problem is, i went to the doctor to get the generic of my medication, through a misunderstanding i ended up taking twice the amount I was suppose to. Anyway, major side effect, weight gain. I gained 20 pounds over what, three months? I mean, im working out, eating right.. and now going back to my old dose.. but problem is.. i was taking such a high amount... my body stopped producing what was necessary.
ANYWAY, i feel awfully depressed and just... well... Awful.
I havent felt this bad in a while, so it'd be nice if i had some people to talk to about it.
In other news, in the middle of my pharmacy training, moving in a few days to a house down the street, worried about school.
On top of all of that, for those of you who knew about my situation with my boyfriend having to give his baby girl up for adoption.. well.. it was finalized yesterday. I cried all afternoon.
A few things im addicted to right now:
Modern Warfare 2
MGMT!
Spring Flowers!!
Peach Tea
Bones
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robear1969:
Thanks for the add. Glad to see you in the chat room. BTW, I know about depression. I have bee suffering for years and I am on meds for the rest of my life and I go for counseling. I am here to suppport you. Chin up and cheers.
heliumqueen:
Thanks robert