heliumqueen

So Im pretty stressed right now, and something has been eating at my mind. The past two weeks I have had no energy to do Anything. At all. I have laid on the couch for hours at a time, only getting up to pee or eat.

I worked my ass off the beginning of this semester, made A's in two of my classes. After spring break, i have just been avoiding stress. I neglected the rest of my classes, so now I have to drop them. I dont know what Im going to do. I dropped a class last semester, and now Im just really frustrated with myself.

So, on top of being neglectful, Im stressed about my new job. I just got a phone call saying somehow I have to pay 90 dollars to register with the state and I need new work clothes before I start. We have no money because we live an extravagant lifestyle and we are stupid with any money we get and are irresponsible..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I dont know what is keeping me sane sometimes.

We are also moving to another house (me, david, and his mom). Guess where we are moving? My ex boyfriend's house. Hah! Its funny, but at least that place is already like home to me. Pretty weird huh.

Good news so far: I was asked to join Sigma Kappa Delta (a national honors society for english). Also funny, because Im done with all my english classes and other humanities. I wont have much to offer to them, but hey, it looks good on applications to universities.

Off to barbecue with lame people (my bf's friends). Free food.

Band to check out:
T.W.

<3 Fe