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heliumqueen

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Tuesday Mar 30, 2010

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Very boring blog, but I want to start keeping a blog like i used to. It is always nice to look back and read what was going on in my life.

So right now I just woke up, drinking my lovely hawaiin grog coconut coffee. I just got a job at CVS as a pharmacy technition, and Im waiting on them to call me so I can start training. Yesterday my boyfriend got a job as a Sales Rep selling vacation packages. Im hoping to God we wont have to worry about money anymore.

Over the past few months, basically since I moved in here with him on New Years Eve, we've had a horribly rough time. Neither one of us had jobs because of the economy and we are both going to school full time. We have had to scramble for money. Multiple times we have pawned off our things just to be able to eat for the day. Once we even had a teacher at school bring us lunch. I have cried way too much over money over those months, and Im so grateful to hopefully be making money and start saving up for the move. I really do believe good things come to those who wait.

So its looking like we arent going to be able to move this fall. We havent been focusing enough on transferring and have been focused more on the moment. Im okay with it, Im happy living here to be honest.

Other than all of this, I have been tackeling repainting a room in this house. It has been one hell of a job, and Im nowhere near done. I love redoing rooms, sometimes I wonder if I'd make a good interior designer. Also, ive been redoing the flower beds in front of the house, and Im so sore I can barely move, hah.



Music Im currently listening to:
New Dance Gavin Dance. Yeah, they lost Jonny Craig, one of their best assets, but they are very talented even without him. Their fast paced melodies want to make you get up and dance biggrin
I suggest checking their new stuff out.

Dance Gavin Dance

Modsun. I saw this guy fill in for a band that didn't show up during SXSW. The reaction of the audience wasn't necessarily a good one, considerring the audience he was rapping for, but I was really impressed. Its really like party rap, with a few old R&B-ish parts included. Seriously, listen to the song "Keep it movin" and "No girlfriend".

Modsun

<3 Fantastic Fe <3
christmasjones:
When I made the decision to pursue music full time I didn't realize the lifestyle it would put me in. For all the financial hardships it seems worth the sacrifice. I can't imagine not chasing down some type of dream and that keeps me going through the rough times. So I feel ya!

Just hang in there and keep surviving. A life without goals is a life not worth living. Moment to moment remember all of your decisions will follow you around for the rest of your life, so don't do anything too foolish. As far as I'm concerned we only live once, so make the best of it!
Mar 30, 2010
heliumqueen:
You took the words right out of my mouth. I completely agree with you. I am so glad I have talents and aspirations. I wouldn't have a reason to live if I didn't ya know?
Times are tough, but we both get through it, because somebody is always watching over us, whether its God or a higher power of some kind, somebody or something always helps us through.
I believe everything happens for a reason, its my life motto. These times have definately made me stronger and not take as much for granted.

Mar 30, 2010

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