i think i need to explain something, as i got an email from a friend here in SG to fight for my daughter.
i am not in anger with nicole, the mother of the child. it wasn't a relationship what we had, it was an affair of about 3 weeks. jadeline was definitely what we call an accident. after nici knew that she got pregnant we got separed already. she told me about it and we tried to get back together, but it definitely didn't work.
but i was there for her during the pregnancy, i helped her in her flat, made everything i could to ease her life.
and when jadeline arrived, i was there too... live in the maternity room.
and it was the cutest baby in the whole world
i talked to nici, that i want to be sure that i am really the father, so we did the paternity test, it was positive.
and i was the happiest man on earth, and still i am.
now, nici's mother, who lives in california, got terminally ill. nici wants to be there to assist her father. i do understand this, i would do the same for my mother, and i knew since a few months that she will move. we were even discussing that i might take care of the kid during this time, but that wouldn't be a good idea. a kid needs her mother more in that time of childhood. and nobody knows when and if they will come back to switzerland.
nicole is NOT the bad girl telling me that she leaves me and take my daughter away from me and this just by sms only to hurt me or so
so no reason for me to fight for my daughter. both of them are in my heart and i will see them by end of summer this year.
but still... i'm sad, but there are unforseenable things happen, and that is definitely one of them
so cutieee