i did it 
my friends who read the former blogentries know her already a bit and they know what i'm talking about...
although we always said that we are not built being in a relation with each other, i gave a try yesterday.
i mean we know each other now a certain time, we work in same company (not in same department and we don't see us every day in the office), we go to concerts together, having long weekends together, are best friends.
the step from best friend to girlfriend worried me heavily, that is why it took so long to confess it to myself. we slept with each other once before and had very mixed feelings after we did it. but there was always more than just friendship.
yesterday, i invited her for a romantic dinner at my place (i worked the whole fuckin' day preparing this 5 course menue) and just before the dessert i asked her to be my girlfriend.
and you know what? she wanted to ask me too, but she had the same worries...
i am writing this, while she is sleeping in the other room. i didn't sleep good, i was still too excited. but as soon as i finished this blog, i will return to bed and stay in there for the whole day
my friends who read the former blogentries know her already a bit and they know what i'm talking about...
although we always said that we are not built being in a relation with each other, i gave a try yesterday.
i mean we know each other now a certain time, we work in same company (not in same department and we don't see us every day in the office), we go to concerts together, having long weekends together, are best friends.
the step from best friend to girlfriend worried me heavily, that is why it took so long to confess it to myself. we slept with each other once before and had very mixed feelings after we did it. but there was always more than just friendship.
yesterday, i invited her for a romantic dinner at my place (i worked the whole fuckin' day preparing this 5 course menue) and just before the dessert i asked her to be my girlfriend.
and you know what? she wanted to ask me too, but she had the same worries...
i am writing this, while she is sleeping in the other room. i didn't sleep good, i was still too excited. but as soon as i finished this blog, i will return to bed and stay in there for the whole day
and... finally... no comment
i love her, byebye single life...
oh, and i already have a secret to hide from her... she doesn't know anything about SG
so... pssst don't tell her
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Sadly its not the last time, but ironically all times have been with the same person - you'd think I'd have learned by now. Oh well.
It was him that got me into Colour of Fire.....
Next year is definately going to be a clean start all round.
Hope you are both happy x x x