heisszeit

last few days were like being on a rollercoaster.

the vicky thing is ok i think. we were out for dinner, had lunch together yesterday. we try to talk like we did before and it seems to work quite well. tomorrow we go to the movies.

then there is my mother moving since two weeks, that means for me drilling, carrying you name it.
i love my mother, but when she is nervous then she can really be a pain in the ass.

while helping moving, i was heading back with my car, touching another car, this time it was my fault. i haven't fixed the other thing happened to my car earlier this month yet. I slowly have to do it as it starts looking quite aged for it's 2 years of existence

and the winter tyres i wanted to mount day before yesterday... well they will be on too.

what else? oh... the most important thing
there was this girl i met in a chat last september. first, we were just talking about music, concerts etc., then somehow it started to be kind of ambigous erotic conversation, then we begun to send pictures of each other, telling sexual fantasies to the other and to top it there are even little videos wich are sent across the continent.

it's a crazy thing because i never talked to her on the phone, i never met her yet. yesterday evening we set a date to meet in january and she told me she wants to do all the things we were chatting about. without any emotions and without entering a commitment.
just one condition... a HIV test must be done.
this will be the only reason to leave the house today

despite the whole thing gets me very excited, i am little scared of... i mean, it's the first time i meet someone i've never seen before just to have sex with. i know how she looks, how she moves etc. but what if i can't stand her? it might be that she smells bad or whatever, maybe she's having that problem with me.

anyway madrid, i'm coming