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Bella
(ex-ninji)

hi baby doll.
thanks so much for the feedback.
how do i do this stuff? driven by the desire to inspire, and to be inspire. i need the catharsis. music/prose seems to be the best way for me to channel/communicate.

i keep finding willing participants. so i keep sending 'em vocals.

i would love to do music for a living. i have a friend who has his own recording equipment and whose rate is (thank god/dess) very reasonable.

you can come play if you want! )

ninji is too masculine for me. i want to be soft. to be bella. i'm also way inspired by this new song by an artist called beady belle, called "bella," so i thought it was time for that change.

more info about that here: http://jianda.net/bella.htm (lyrics, and a link to beady can be found there).

anyhow, that's the deal. i've never been way masculine or anything but have felt too neuter--too non-participatory in life. wanna be more a girl and enjoy being a girl. rather than a wallflower/0/hibernator.

that's the deal.

wuv
bella
p.s. everything you see in me, you already are, and embody, or you would not have recognized it.