hedwired

so an update.

i woke up this morning feeling a little better about the world, and saw my SG profile pic... taken in a depressing, self loathing moment... so i decided to snap a better one since I was feeling more alive.

the mogwai cat is now rubbing his face all over mine while i try and type this... purring away and getting his cat snot on my chin, i call it "face melding", due to the fact that he puts all of his 5lbs body mass into it when he does i and makes me think he's trying to envelop me in cat love.

i met up with an SG friend last night for awhile and it was very therapeutic to talk to someone about life and general shit... i don't feel like i get to do that as much as i want, and feel comfortable about it. it's nice to know you are not the only one who feels the way you do about art, sex, life, etc.

i've started to map out what I want to do for my next video project for one of my songs... i want turn it into an SB set as well as the idea i have i think is rather erotic and dark at the same time. more on that as it develops.

must go get into writing, movies don't score themselves....