hedonisticnihil

So the finals are done.

Only two more quarters left for my undergrad career,
but i fear sometime in the distant future my master awaits, but for now it can wait.

So i am going to cali for christmas to see my very divorced folks. I GET TO BE A PING PONG BALL! yeah!

i almost got drunk last night...almost.,.but i stopped way in the...
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So i am drunk as skunk issack brock,

i have had 6 beers, a shot of vodka, and 1 and half of wine. we had our annual christmas fondue party. it is all fun and games into someone puts our eyes out. i love that louise made a "say anything" reference. when you're are drunk or high you think you are being so fucking profound...
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So finals are almost done. I got done with the hard stuff. My directing project went well. It is so hard to just not freak out the actors about the actors not doing everythng exact doing their performance. I guess the good thing is the audience laughed during the funny parts, and were silent during the serious parts. I will miss working with my actors....
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This is the part of the journal where i write something profound:

profound.

Final papers and projects are just keeping down, put i still have the post-lethargic turkey day hangover. i can't concentrate on them. meanwhile my mind is wrapped around this girl that gives me butterflies.

that's right butterflies. i haven't gotten those from a female in over 3 years. yet i have this...
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just moved. I love the new house! weekend didn't go as planned. got stood up more times than i'd like to admit but c'est la vie.

"Some kind of... some kind of loss. lets not be us versus them... but something to be worthy of...the heart is a muscle that must be exercised properly or so they say."


Where were you when you lost yesterday's hangover?

i am too to the bone.

volunteering at NARAL in seattle. Yesterday they had me go to various resturants to get gift certificates for a fund raiser.

High light from this errand running: Told by a manager that he didn't like abortion. Told me if you "fuck you should have baby, if you fuck you pay the price." I guess that's easy for him to...
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Karma Payment plan!


I get to view Bright Eyes on OCT 18th anyone going?


j.

Oh shit,

school returned with a vengence, and I will be buired under the homework. well at least at the end of the year i will be graduated from college, and maybe speak a smattering of german,

speaking of which i need to go back to homework. My life will become officially boring for the next 2 and half months!

I also didn't get the...
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An anniversary past, and not the good sorta of thing like the celebration of this website.

A tragic anniversary.

So i think dark things about all that could have been.

shrugg

I hate this period of the year, but i love autumn.

I hate having the preferences saying i have no friends.

wish i was more witful, than witless today. i am going to see...
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