hedonisticnihil

Chloe: I am not scared of you trying to fuck me. It doesnt scare me. Its the kiss that scares me. The kiss scars. The kiss is saying yes. It surprises me how scared people are of rejections. How no seems so threatening. I think its a pride thing. No isnt the problem. Its yes. Think about that Connor! Its yes that creates the tears that tears the heart. You finally get the yes to accompanying the date. The date turns into another date, which offers that scary scarring kiss. This kiss translates into some hidden message of yearning. This message transforms into sex and after that more time together. This time spent together becomes love. Love passes time, but time passes love. Soon that love disintegrates into a no. The best part is that yes could disintegrate after the first date or thirteen years of marriage. But people are so scared of that initial no, but that yes, they step willingly arms unfolded to pain, suffering, and all points in between. Why? Because they dont know any better.

Exerpt from "Chaos Theory" by me, 4th draft.

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