hedonisticnihil

So today is a weird day,



a month ago today my father died. this thing weighs on me, And i am suppose to be busy preparing to live in cuba. I am not excited. i never had a chance with life and everything. I am thinking back on the book of laughter and forgetting, and i cannot endorse it enough. many books are like bons bons right now. They comofrt me... i don't have to read them, although some i have...i just have to remember. well good night kiddies.