hecubus

wednesday. larp sao and don chi sao drills have left me with a stabbing pain in my left shoulder. hopefully i won't sleep on it wrong tonight.

despite the multitude of crap in my life, things seem to get better day after day...i like that.

the photo is an actual scrabble draw that occurred during the playoffs last year. seems appropriate once again, as the...
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by demand, new entry! i'm easy.

tuesday. whee. i can hardly contain my excitement.

tonight i get to spend some quality time with photoshop, creating a logo for work. kinda funny that i have to do this at home, on my own time, because i don't have the necessary software on my computer at work. yeesh. so, yay, more hours in front of the computer...
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All shall praise the mighty h X. My elfin friend brought me a sack of goodies today from her corporate masters at Keebler's hollow tree. Just look at this fucking haul:

Mini Fudge Shoppe Fudge Stripe Cookies in resealable bag (x2)
Cheez-It (Cheezy Sour Cream & Onion, Regular, and Cheddar Jack)
Frosted Flakes Cereal & Milk Bars
Nutri-Grain Twists Cereal Bars (Strawberry Cheesecake and Apple...
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Because i just can't stop listening to them. and because their songs are running through my head 24/7, along with thoughts of someone...

and then the songs and the thoughts collide and seem to go so well together. the way people sometimes do.

"The Way That He Sings"
by My Morning Jacket

Why's it so strange when they say that the world's movin upwards?
Why's...
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because *someone* wanted me to update my journal -- here it is

i slept most of the day, so there's not much to report there.

i did have quite the enjoyable phone conversation this evening, though

tomorrow i am back to work. wednesday. whee.

now, the benadryl calls. oh yes.

ain't insomnia grand? to make matters worse, long about 1am, when i've been lying awake for a good hour or two, the new people upstairs really kick their night into high gear.

now, normally, they're hammering shit or dropping things on the floor and running around starting about 9 or 10, but 1am seems to be "family bath hour" or something. lots of running and...
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good day today, for the most part. things were actually busy at work, so the day went by quickly. i've cut my cigarette consumption basically in half.

got to cut out a little early so i could get back in time to drop off the rent check.

and what was here waiting for me when i got in? the new Therapy? single courtesy of the...
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this day's annoying me. i'm not sure why. i slept most of the morning away, and i feel like i'm ready to go back to sleep again.

i need to devote a good chunk of time to running through the triangle footwork drill, as well as practicing a few other things (wooden dummy sets 1 and 2), but my motivation is lacking.

i just wanna...
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Y'know what i'd really like right now?

a cigarette.

but i will not.

because i don't have any.

and i don't have the money to buy more.

and i'm tired of paying money to die more quickly.

money that i could (and should) use for better things.




(i still want one. but the want will pass)

Stupid AIM convos 1

PudKlamp: yup
HecubusFifteen: yup?
PudKlamp: preeeety much the most intense 'high' moment i've ever had
HecubusFifteen: really?
HecubusFifteen: do tell
PudKlamp: yeah, i smoked
HecubusFifteen: hehhehe
HecubusFifteen: i figured
PudKlamp: yadda yadda
PudKlamp: this was fucked, man
PudKlamp: i am seriouysly spooked
HecubusFifteen: how so?
PudKlamp: i was staring at myself in the mirror
PudKlamp: in the bathroom
PudKlamp: and we...
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