hectorian

It's been over a week since my last blog. I havent been in the mood to write down anything. Just been feeling like i was in a slump. I still feel like im in a slump......

I got hired at JCP last week, which is good but not sure what it will bring or if it will even last. I got hired for the holiday season, and i was told the holiday job will only last until January. So it all depends on how i do and they might keep me on a long term. Also on either my second or third day working, i came to the realization that i need to do something else with my life. The drafting field is pretty much non existent at the moment so there are no opportunities to get back into that field. Going back to my realization. I have decided to go back to school to persue a career that i have always wanted to dosince childhood. I have decided to go back to school to become a firefighter. Im really nervous about it just because well its kind of scary.....Not sure how it will work out with money,time, and money!!! But i did apply to school today and hopefully ill hear something soon from them and from financial aid as well.

Also the reason why i think im also in a slump is because well its Christmas time and yet another year of being single. I fucking hate it!! why is it so difficult to find some one to love!? Fuck it, ill just deal!


much love SG