hectorian

I have had many thoughts go through me this last week and the week before.

First of my thoughts is i still have had no luck with finding a job. After a few weeks with out work it definitely starts to linger on your mind as to what the hell are you going to do. It makes me feel depressed and at times worthless. It might sound harsh but its just how i feel. I'm still looking for work, so my resume is out there and hopefully ill hear about something soon. I'll d my best to keep my head up.

On another note, i was looking at my facebook page and saw that my first crush who also was my first girlfriend, posted a picture. And i must say seeing here reminded me of how lucky i was for her to give me the time of day to be my girlfriend. She had this adorable way about her and was just so beautiful. She's married now and has a little girl and a baby on the way. I'm very happy for how her life turned out. Her husband is a very lucky guy and im sure he knows it. My reason for writing about is that i dont have any romantic feelings for her but she will always have a piece and a place in my heart. She was my first love and ill never forget her.

I hope to one day find my one true love. Yes i said one true love, what can i say i believe in that. What would
this world be with out the few of us that believe in LOVE!

Until next time much love and peace SG