heckler

Not got much to say again so I'll just share the results of a stupid ok cupid test I did earlier (thanks to Stassney for the link

I love it when these things turn out to be hopelessly wrong
unfortunately this one is spot on

The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD)
The Boy Next Door

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy...
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I was intending to write a nice long, intelligent, thoughtful, insightful & philosophical blog today. But when I sat down at my keyboard I realised I had nothing to actually say
I guess I'm just in a introverted state of mind at the moment & content to just keep my thoughts & opinions on life to myself.
I get like that quite frequently


I am...
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off to the hills
just me & my bike

Pics
Talk
Web cams
Alcohol
Dreams
More Talk
No work
Good Food
Coffee

All makes for a good day

I love being out in the rain.
I was out walking in the woods with the dogs earlier in a torrential downpour.
It's so relaxing & just makes me feel alive.
Its the sound of the rain falling, the drops falling from the trees, the way everything looks alive & the foliage seems greener. I love the smell. I love watching the streams filling up....
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I'm feeling fragile again

I fucking hate the mood swings I'm going through at the moment.

I'll probably be fine again by tomorrow

I guess I'm just frustrated with my life at the moment. I need something to give me a lift.

This afternoon especially, my feelings of loneliness have been building progressively & are threatening to overwhelm me.

Or maybe I'm just being a...
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I had a good day today

Despite feeling pretty bad when I got up this morning I actually enjoyed work

I made myself eat a decent breakfast for a start. No junk. Muesli & fruit. Fruit juice instead of coffee.
It worked. Even someone turning up for work 3 hours late (again ) couldn't bring me down.

I'm hoping I can stay in a good...
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I'm so fucking bored right now.
I need to do something
Go somewhere

I seriously need to quit my job. I was thinking my anxiety & depression over the summer was down to the situation with Kate, but now I'm not so sure. I think work is a more likely cause. I'm sick of that place.

All I wanna do is get in my car,...
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I must be getting old

the new batch of students has moved to town & I find myself looking at all the girls thinking " They're cute, but too young for me"

Hold me, I'm scared